Wednesday, May 26, 2010 | 1:00 AM
I jus don noe y...
Mayb u think im childish...
Mayb u think im irritating...
Mayb u think im stupid...
I jus don noe y im like this...
Mayb u think tat in FB i keep shooting u..
I cannot stop myself from doing that..
I jus don noe y???
Mayb i think tats e only waY i can communicate wif u now...
Mayb i still wan ur attention... sometimes when i see u online...i jus got e urge to chat wif u...n im wondering..u really totally forgot abt me??tat dinosaur really replaced me??u reallly treat me like transparent glass??
i don noe i really don noe...
i wish i can stop all this nonsense...
i wish i can stop thinking...
i wish i can stop viewing ur profile to noe ur whereabouts...
n to noe abt tat dinosaur whereabouts too...
I seriously noe tat ur r together but somehow in a small corner inside me
im lying to myself...
I jus don noe y im like tat...
suddenly i jue feel so weak...
I jus feel tat im no longer tat evelyn teo i use to noe...
Im no longer tat strong...
Everything seems so diff...
Everything seems to haf changed...
Nothing feels e same...
Nothing no longer e same...
Haiz... im wondering when cAn i wake up???
WHEN WHEN WHEN??
Its jus so irritating...
I hate myself...i promise i will stop all these nonsense from this moment onwards..I will not disturb u anymore...I will totally get out from ur life..n u too from my life...i will try my very best which i noe tat u alrdy did it...n u did it very welll...cos theres someone replacing me to make u easier n faster forget everything...THANKS to tat dinosaur...i will haf to say she is ugly n fat...Sorry im always like this...u shld noe it 4 yrs and 9 months ago...
