Miss T

Everything Changes...

2010-11-15T00:28:00.002+08:00

Its been almost 6 months my last post haha..
tats pretty long...

Hmmm... trying to get a hold of myself...
trying to be strong...
trying to get my life back..

My life isnt e same anymore...
whether is work, studies, r/s, frens...
Been busy coping wif sch n work life...
been busy healing my wound..

aft tat incident, everything changes...
my circle of frens...
it start to make me wonder...
am i a fuck up person??
haha am i unlikeable person??

i jus feel nobody understand me well enuf..
Not even e once closest n part of my life person understand me..
i still can expect who to read n understand me??

even though almost a year haf pass..
everything seems like jus happened ytd...
i will still think back..
i jus feel so unfair..

yeah mayb she is more socialable towards ur frens..
but do i haf a chance to go out wif ur frens??
u didnt let me haf e chance to do tat..
mayb she is richer than me??
so tat u wouldnt be stress over money probs..
she wouldnt ask money frm u..
ya im spendthrift..
mayb she is smarter than me..
mayb her character is better than me...
all these i don deny..

i don think i haf a good character..
i don think im a good person..
mayb i shld start doing something to myself...
haha e prob shld lies with me...
aiya i think im jus too stubborn...
kp blaming ppl..

Look back at those msgs u sent to me...
which suddenly appear in my phone when i reset my phone tat day...
all e care msgs n pretend to be nice msgs during tat period..
i feel so fake n disgusted..
i jus feel r those real??
wats in e past is it real??
is it true tat feelings can change tat fast??
im jus thinking y do u haf to lie to me...
i think if u nv lie, things will not get so fuck up..
we will not end it badly..
n we will haf a chance to be frens??
but u make it to be like tat..

n cos of u things in my life changes...
n thanks to u im stronger...
thanks to u i see e real side of e world..
even though i still think of e past
i do feel lonely at times..
but no regrets..

im jus being who i am...
jus feel a bit far apart frm tat particular someone..
jus don wanna make my sadness become their sadness too...
don wanna make them feel sorry for me..
n i don wanna become a burden to them..
jus hope they r enjoying their life..
mayb she will think im throwing her aside..
but i did not..

i don intend to explain myself..
i scared it will only makes things worse...
jus let nature takes its place...

for now... i jus wanna forget n healed 100%..
n i jus wanna enjoy my life..
n work hard...

Everthing will be fine...

2010-06-07T00:33:00.002+08:00

Everything will be fine n alrite evelyn teo..
U haf to be strong..
Time will cover everything..
Everything is in fast speed now..
U jus haf to concentrate on ur work, ur frens
family and time on how to enjoy..
U haf no time to think abt other stuffs..

no matter how hard u think or how sad u r..
Things will not change..
everything will jus gonna be e same..
n its meaningless...
ppl alrdy don gif a damn abt u...
Ppl alrdy long forgotten abt u or this incident...
Its alrdy a past for tat someone..
He alrdy moved on..
Y u still bother...??
Y u still care??

Haha evelyn teo wake up man..
Don being so naive or stupid..

Jus don understand y i can cry when listening
to one particular song..??
Y i still weeping??
I tot i will not cry anymore haha...
jus cant control e tears frm falling..
Find myself so stupid...

Everything is so stupid frm e start...
Haiz watever..
Love is not my kind of thing...
n i think nv will it be my kind of thing...
wats love??
I don think i understand it...
I doubt a lot of ppl out there noe wat love is...

As i grow up, i see e changes in e world..
Humans r getting to be more n more like freaks...
I don noe.. e world is changing..
Its not how it use to be...
Haiz.. I jus wanna earn more money spend more money
n enjoy to e fullest n die wif no regrets...

Nobody is trust worthy now..
Its jus so scary,,,
Frm now on i will put my shield protection back on..
I nd to become e old me..
I nd to be like a man..

LOL im too man...
Mayb tats y nobody look me as a woman lol...
Haha its jus meant to be...

I jus don noe y...

2010-05-26T01:00:00.004+08:00

Mayb u think im childish...
Mayb u think im irritating...
Mayb u think im stupid...
I jus don noe y im like this...

Mayb u think tat in FB i keep shooting u..
I cannot stop myself from doing that..
I jus don noe y???
Mayb i think tats e only waY i can communicate wif u now...
Mayb i still wan ur attention...
sometimes when i see u online...
i jus got e urge to chat wif u...
n im wondering..
u really totally forgot abt me??
tat dinosaur really replaced me??
u reallly treat me like transparent glass??

i don noe i really don noe...
i wish i can stop all this nonsense...
i wish i can stop thinking...
i wish i can stop viewing ur profile to noe ur whereabouts...
n to noe abt tat dinosaur whereabouts too...

I seriously noe tat ur r together but somehow in a small corner inside me
im lying to myself...
I jus don noe y im like tat...
suddenly i jue feel so weak...
I jus feel tat im no longer tat evelyn teo i use to noe...
Im no longer tat strong...

Everything seems so diff...
Everything seems to haf changed...
Nothing feels e same...
Nothing no longer e same...

Haiz... im wondering when cAn i wake up???
WHEN WHEN WHEN??
Its jus so irritating...
I hate myself...

i promise i will stop all these nonsense from
this moment onwards..
I will not disturb u anymore...
I will totally get out from ur life..
n u too from my life...
i will try my very best which i noe tat u alrdy did it...
n u did it very welll...
cos theres someone replacing me to make u easier n faster
forget everything...

THANKS to tat dinosaur...
i will haf to say she is ugly n fat...
Sorry im always like this...
u shld noe it 4 yrs and 9 months ago...

This song is how i feel...

2010-05-25T00:19:00.002+08:00

"Stupid In Love"

Stupid in love Oh Stupid in love
Let me tell you something
Never have I ever
Been a size 10In my whole life
I left the engine running
I just came to see
What you would do if I
Gave you a chance
To make things right

So I made it
Even though Katy
Told me this would be nothing
But a waste of time
And she was right

Dont understand it
Blood on your hands
And still you insist
On repeatedly trying
To tell me lies
And I just don't know why

This is stupid
I'm not stupid
Dont talk to me
Like Im stupid
I still love you
But I just cant do this
I may be dumb but
I'm not stupid

My new nickname
Is you idiot(Such an idiot)
Thats what my friends
Are calling me when
They see me yelling
Into my Phone

They tell me let go
He is not the one
I thought I saw your potential
Guess thats what made me dumb
He don't want it
Not like you want it
Scheming and cheating
Oh girl, why do you
Waste your time
You know he aint right

Telling me this
I don't wanna listen
But you insist
On repeatedly trying
To tell me lies
And I just don't know why

This is stupid
I'm not stupid
Dont talk to me
Like I'm stupid
I still love you
But I just cant do this
I may be dumb but
I'm not stupid

Trying to make this work
But you act like a jerk
Silly of me to keep
Holding on
But the dunce cap is off
You don't know what you lost
And you wont realize
Till I'm gone, gone, gone
That I was the one
Which one of us
Is really done

Ooh No No No
I'm not stupid in love

This is stupid
I'm not stupid
Dont talk to me
Like I'm stupid
I still love you
But I just cant do this
I may be dumb but
I'm not stupid

I may be dumb but
I'm not stupid
In love

trying to forget... a lost bird

2010-05-23T00:30:00.002+08:00

at least theres someone caring n attentive towards u...
ME??? no one... don include my frens...
at least u got someone to forget me everything abt us...
ME?? no one...
u r so lucky than me...
ur life is so much easier than me...
how i wish im in ur position...
which means i will be in lesser pain n move on faster...
Its so wonderful to be guys...
Move on fast.. Feelings n emotions changes fast...
Everything fast...
Mayb gals tend to be more gullible...
So how can i not be strong headed??
BUT in e end, everyone thinks tat i can handle anything or
eveything well...
Tats y mayb ppl think tat i can be used or be bullied easily..
n i can be throw away jus like tat aft been used...
Im like a tissue paper...
used n throw...
sometimes i jus hate it...
so wat u r strong?? so wat u r weak??
haiz its so hard being a human...
sometimes i jus feel like i can be like those weak gals or
even pretty skinny small size gals...
They get more attention, they get more care...
They r not being said or critcise by ppl...
haiz... big size ppl doesnt get happiness??
Happiness always run away frm them??
Jus so tired of everything...
Wats my motive in life??
Wats my goal??
Wats my life about??
Wat things do i look forward to now..??
Im LOST... REAL FUCKING LOST...!!

So true?

2010-05-18T00:57:00.002+08:00

Horoscope
Obligations or responsibilities at work, or an issue with the partner's parents, may prevent you from participating in something you had planned with a partner, Sagittarius. The good news is that it will be easy to resolve the misunderstanding or schedule mix-up. The bad news is that it will be very difficult to get a solid rain-check date after tomorrow. Don't press your luck and assume that everything is going to be OK. If this is about taking a new relationship to the next level, you can secure a commitment today.

LOVE Horoscope...
This could be a time, Scorpio, where some forgiveness is required in your romantic experiences. You may not necessarily be dealing with a romantic situation in the present, but rather one from the past where you have not truly forgiven. You always say that you leave the past in the past, but it is possible that you have not truly done so where this situation is concerned. Now is the time for you to truly let go, and by doing so, you open yourself up to the romantic possibilities that are right in front of you. If you have also been experiencing some health challenges in your practical life, you may be surprised at the healing power of forgiveness. By leaving past issues in the past, you create new energy that will be restorative from a health front as well. It is officially time to move on, so what else do you need to convince yourself of such?

Moving ON...

2010-05-17T01:04:00.001+08:00

Ive been telling myself to move on...
Been telling myself to be strong..
Been telling myself not to think anymore..
Been telling myself to forget everything..
All these seems easy BUT actually its diff...
Break up really do affect some of us badly..
BUT for some ppl its like peanuts..
Last time i always think its nothing for ppl to break up..
I always think i can handle it well..
N i can take it very easily..
But when im really facing this situation...
Its not wat i expected..

Im still wondering y do some ppl can take break up easily..
N y some ppl can jus change their love easily too...
haiz.. I still jus cant understand this point...
Y ppl can change lovers like changing clothes??
Do ppl really understand wat is e meaning of LOVE??
IS there really true love in this world??
Or love is jus a fairytale??
Or love is jus abt sexual intercourse??

i Shld haf jus stick to my stand, i shouldnt haf step into
tat trap four years back...
im still thinking of everything..
wats e cause of things landing like tat??
Is it really tat dinosaur??
Or is it me??
Or is it u??
Things get complicated when u really start growing older...
Sometimes how i wish im still a young innocent gal who noe nothing..

sometimes things jus flashes back...
Some of e things u said, i jus find its very hilarious..
Its bullshit.. its excuse..
Its jus to cover up all e shits u do..
n to make urself like a mr nice guy to anybody or even me..
Jus find myself stupid at times to really trust n believe in wat u say..
Im jus angry wif myself...
Haiz watever is it...
it happen...

Guys will always be guys...
guys can nv resist temptations..
there will nv be a perfect love life or watever shit..
Nothing is more impt than MONEY now...

Trying to forget and move on..

2010-04-29T01:06:00.002+08:00

So true that humans always do things that they will regret...
Y mus we be so stupid that we will always regret in our lifes??
Sometimes i jus hate myself...
I jus feel that theres so much things i can hate abt myself...
Y am i born in this appearance? Y am i born in this character n personality?
Theres so many y's...

Haiz.. Theres so many things keep spinning ard in my head for few weeks...
I jus wanna totally stop thinking abt it...
But den some of e things make me think.. I cant stop..

Yeah mayb theres pros n cons tat all these happen..
Mayb is really better for e both of us...
Mayb im jus not good enuf for him...
Or mayb he jus not good enuf for me..
If he is still e previous guy i noe i would definitely say im not good enuf for him...
BUT now he is not good enuf for me..
Theres so much memories... Its really diff to destroy n don think..
How can some ppl jus change their love for someone so fast??
Im still wondering on this question??
Y some human being can jus lost their love or feeling when u once love???
i still cant figure out an answer... Seriously NO suitable answer i think...

Im jus trying to find things to hate him... hate him to the core...
So that im able to forget him...
Is love really so vulnerable??
Is love really so meaningless n pointless thing??
Is love jus an illusion??
Is love all jus abt sex??
Is it true that fairytales r jus fairytales??
Is it true that fairytales r fake jus like my thinking??

Nowadays, bcos of SEX temptation, a lot of divorce break up n stuffs..
real life, shows..
Haiz.. tats wat i came across nowadays..
Shld i still believe in love??
Can i fall in love again??
Am i be able to trust someone again??
Or shld i jus haf flings ard...
Hahah how i wish i could..
Jus haf some flings.. Meet up, dating...
But no strings attached...
No real feelings involved..
But i don wan e innocent to get hurt bcos of me...

Haiz, im jus in dilemma...
Im jus lost.. i don noe wat im doing. i don noe wat i wan now..
No goals, Nothing to look forward to..
Nothing nothing...

Mayb i shld start changing my life.. do something abt it..
Anyway my fren ask me...
If he beg for forgiveness n ask for return, wat would i say...
I answer her NO.. She say u better think properly..
Its not so easy as u think..
Im wondering, will i??
For my character, im very firm i would not..
But sometimes when situation comes..
It will really shock urself wat u do when u r in tat situation...
I tot i can overcome e pain n everything quickly..
N i would not be so hurt..
But to my surprise, everything seems to be e opposite..
Im really hurt n it does not heal tat fast..
Its really sad..
Haiz.. I can no longer say anything...
N i haf to move on...
I still haf to live my life..
I still haf to be e STRONG evelyn teo everyone noes..

Everything jus seems so fast.. REally treasure wat u haf when its too late to regret..

My venting corner

2010-04-28T01:35:00.007+08:00

I can't slp so I jus tot of this corner tat I can cry to...
my heart doesn't feel good... I don feel energized I don feel happy anymore?
y? suddenly I'm jus scared of everything? I'm a lost kid in an unfamiliar place?
I don noe who am I.. I don noe who can be trusted who is real?
aft everything I'm tired. I'm sad. I'm lonely. I'm stress. I'm hurt.
I hope god can help me out lead me to a better life. I noe u r has been always there for me. I noe there's no one who can help me only myself. I'm really trying very hard. I always think I'm strong but I realise I'm not.
I noe it happen in this way I nd to be blame. I don blame him for everything.
now I think back. I didn't do enuf as a gf. I shouldn't be so ego. I shouldn't care so much for my pride. I didn't show much of my love. but I didn't haf chance to do it or change it. I regretted. it really hurts a lot. how I wish I can forget everything. how I wish I can forget e pain. who can I trust? I really miss those days. i miss e love, dote, care, hug n voice. i miss i can share everythin wif u. i feel comfortable wif u cos u noe me inside out. I feel proud n I tot I noe u very much but I'm wrong. I still trying figure y u can change so much? y u would do all these to me I always believe u love me a lot. I always believe I will be e one breaking ur heart but I'm wrong. am I really such a lousy gf?? y mus be during this period I noe e truth? I can't seems to concentrate on my studies? my exams r coming but I really had no heart study. but I'm freaking scared u r no longer here to console me no longer here to support n encourage me. u really turn my life upside down. this is even harder than I tot. everything jus seems so wrong. nothing feels correct now...........

WTF?

2009-11-30T14:46:00.002+08:00

WTF... think i super woman??
Im jus a part timer lor... Im not ur full time ok...
& im studying also lor... Den ask those not studying do more lah...
Den wat e rests go holiday den we these type nv go holiday mus work until siao for u ar??
I alrdy work straight 1 whole week without off alrdy leh...
Now ask me to work another whole week without off??
Wats tis?
Ur only tink abt urself?
Got tink bout me not?
Im a human being not a robot ok...
Haiz... Days r getting sucker each day...
SIAN...
If things continue tis way, go find somebody full time pls...
My pirority is sch NOT UR SHOP!!

Damn Suay...

2009-11-26T13:45:00.002+08:00

WAT? M1 claims tat e HTC Touch Pro 2 is an old model..
Which wont be coming in anymore? BUT Y??
Its quite a new model wat.. Jus come out in ard june this yr?
Ai yo y like tat? Now i wanna jus buy a phone i like also cannot..
Damn suay man... Den don noe when e hell e HTC HD2 comin out..
I can wait lah anyway i had waited so long alrdy..
But jus tat don noe Fat's phone can wait not...
These few days it turn a little crazy...
Haiya so Fan.. Buy phone also fan.. No money also fan..
Being a human being is so hard hahahx...

Temptation...

2009-11-21T01:57:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHhhhhh... Shit...
Another temptation...
Which 1 shld i get??
HD2 Or PRO2?
Gosh!

Fuck up LIFE...

2009-11-17T00:01:00.003+08:00

Im sorry i borrow or take money frm u...
Im sorry my parents r not like ur parents or others ppl parents...
Im sorry i ve to work so many days, & ive to work 1 whole week straight without days off...

How u noe i did not tok to them wif SENSE?
How u noe i nv tok to them?
WHO noe my situation?
Am i given e chance to say anything?
WHO REALLY UNDERSTAND MY SITUATION?
NONE! NOBODY AT ALL.. INCLUDING U!
U tink i don wanna say?
U tink u r not in e wrong to say wat u haf said?
Wat if im e one who said wat u haf say & wif tat attitude?

U tink i like to work so much?
U tink im not tired?
U tink i enjoy working?

Am i tat tupid to u?
Am i tat useless to u?
Haf u tink of my feelings b4 u say all tat to me?
Yeah i noe u r not wrong...
But u r not in my shoes, how u understand my situation & feelings?

Yeah mayb im jus so tupid & useless..
Don noe y am i born in tis world for wat...
My whole life is so damn unlucky..
DAMN FUCK UP...

Kindness Day!

2009-11-14T00:02:00.003+08:00

Haha jus came across & got to noe a new DAY exist in SG..
Which is called e KINDNESS DAY that falls on 13 Nov...
So guys pls note it down on ur calendar haha..
Heard tat ppl gave out flowers in e town area today..
So SAD.. I wan e flower hahah..

Anyway, don rmbr i did any good deed today even though its kindness day..
But so wat if u did a lot of good deeds?
I don tink it will make u a better person or ppl will appreciate it or even respect u or help u in return...

ppl r getting faker these days or mayb e older they get?
I still cant understand how can a person be so thick skin or fake or mayb its e real her tat she doesnt realise shes doin it tat way?
Wats so great abt e fucking sales?
Wat if ur sales r e highest or ur performance is e best?
E commission is like only a little amt?
den u think u only wan e commission?
How abt e us?
Den sometimes we use our effort to serve tat customer, den y u so KPO interrupt?
Is our fucking business not urs rite?
Den who u tink u are to cut in like tat? Dont u think its rude?
Y our effort put in, den in e end e credit we haf to share & mayb u took e higher share?
Y Y Y Y????
I noe u wan sales, WHO DOesnt?
Den if we haf higher sales or more sales den u wan us to help u out or u will jus grumble huh i no sales leh? den wat u wan us to do...
Now tis month u haf higher sales but in e end did we say anything & did we even ask help frm u & yet u do tis to us... Is tis FAIR? NO!
Aft tis 2 incidents, im not going to gif in to u anymore..
Not anymore im going to pity u or help u or even trust u..
U don deserve any of tis.. Wat happens next Im jus going to say u r JUs too STUPID!
Anyway when comes to sales im not going to be e nice naive stupid gong gong gal anymore...
U think im easy to go wif & make use of or watever, u r wrong..
Go somewhere else or find someone else..
Watever, Im not very pissed jus feel very unfair & irritated...
God nv been fair!

2009-11-13T01:36:00.002+08:00

Agnes Tan - one day, yx evelyn n agnes meet up.and agnes started to slap evelyn, and evelyn slap yx.. yx slap who?

Neo Yi Xiang - yx will think whether to slap kelvin or aderson

Den Kelvin & Aderson slap who?

They slap each other?

OMG its so funny!! WE R WINNERS Wwwweeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

Random

2009-11-13T01:07:00.003+08:00

Hahha... Suddenly got e feel to blog...
Everytime i say i wanna start blogging back BUT still i did not make any actions..
Im jus too lazy to BLOG!
Which i myself don understand Y? LOL

Things started to get very competitve at work now.
Suddenly everyone was so ALERT & HARDWORKING.
After e previous matter had happened, It makes me feel tat shld i trust her or pity her again?
Im so MAD ytd, But today when i saw her starting i jus feel like ignoring her or mayb shld i say i would feel very pissed..
BUT who noes i wasnt in anyway.
I feel tat its like it wasnt me, I will surely be damn pissed.

Haha actually its jus a small matter but i make it sound like a big matter.
Boomz me man. I shld start to fan xing of myself again.
Cannot be so childish. I think im getting childish as i get older. God!
Ppl start to get mature when getting older, Im e other way round hahah..
Sound so weird haha.. Ok im done till here cos i tink im jus bull shitting here.
Stupid me!

Revived...

2009-06-19T01:25:00.002+08:00

As wat Agnes was saying,
U finally wanna start blogging again ar..
Hahahax.. It seems like i've stop blogging..
Actually I'm jus lazy to upload pics & type in an entry hahhahax...

I bet some of ur r jus cursing & scolding me..
Y no updates den haf blog for wat rite??
hahhax... If its me i also will like tat LOL...

But anyway, jus make my blog surviving by startin wif a funny entry..
As i still rmbr tis incident..
It happens in e noon/morning (hahahax cant really rmbr, old liao) at office...
Suddenly we mention abt cameras..

Den here starts e conversation:

Agnes: Do u miss ur O O (refer to my cam)/her/him?
Agnes: Or do u miss IT? Is ur O O a boy or gal?
Me: Oh Its a Boy... Toshiboy, Pod Pod, O O is all boy yeah..
Agnes: Y boy?
Me: Cos i like Ku Ku Birds LOL... Ku Ku Birds is Cute hahahahx...

Wat a coincidence tat all my devices r males hahahax..
I guess i do really like Birds.. LOL

Sprain my Back!

2009-05-07T21:48:00.002+08:00

Wow its been months since i last update tis dusty place...
hahax.. "blow blow"

Theres so much things to blog abt ever since i came back frm my taiwan trip.
But jus too lazy... N my tis current job, theres so much work...
have been Ot-ing.. By e time i reach its late nite den bath watch tv awhile,
its time to slp le den tml wake up do e same thing again hahhaax...
Theres not a single time & energy left to online anymore hahahax..

Wats more now i haf weekend lessons to attend...
Tats my bridging courses... ZZZzzz...!!

Another bad thing is... I sprain my upper back..!!
How unlucky can tat be...
Haiyo... It really hurts...

Anyway its been a long time since i got out haf fun & being crazy & wild..
Miss e kuku bird days had wif my frens...

Ok i shall try my best to organise time to haf those kuku bird times.. Hahahax...

Taiwan here i come...

2009-02-14T16:07:00.002+08:00

Hahaahx... Its been a long time since i last blog...
Haf been busy & too lazy to blog hahahax..
& don noe wat to blog abt is another reason..

Anyway, Jus wanna say tat
I WILL be AWAY for 1 WEEk!!!
I'm flying off to Taiwan tml morning..
Will be back on next sunday..
Anything jus msg me or drop me an email..
Im still not sure whether my phone got e roaming service....
Anyway...

Happy Valentine everyone!!!

Love love heart heart.. Sweet sweet everyone muhahahahax...

Sad ;(

2009-01-11T22:57:00.003+08:00

Regret of getting my hair cut at JEAN YIP...!!

Wat they haf done to my hair... Oh No!!

Me no more pretty anymore hahahx.. Like become a rocker..

Shit... Die..!! How i wish i can put some spell tat make my hair grow faster...

Misses my old hairstyle..

A New Start Ahead...

2009-01-08T00:17:00.004+08:00

Okies... Have been depressed over past few weeks...
Now NO MORE!! I have to find back my LIFE & MY IMPT FRENS..
Hey GALS.. No worries ur r not forgotted.. & i will not neglect any1 of ur...

Jus past few hrs ago, was hafing my dinner... Suddenly received 1 phone call..
& i was told to work... & im startin work in few hrs time hahahx..
So fast rite?? i also tot so... Anyway will be goin back to my previous workplace at woodlands marsiling there...

To: Winnie, Jessica, Jennifer & Azriah babes... We will be easier to meet up...
& lets meet up mext week k?? PROMISED!!

To: Xiaowen, Denise & cui mei... Lets meet up next week too k??

I misses ur lots.. Hope ur wont blame me for not meeting ur up for some time...
Will pay frm now onwards hahahx...

& WINNIE TENG NI NI... I WANNA GO UR HSE!!! I MUS GO!!! DON CARE..
Y NV INVITE ME??? hahahx...

Hello 2009..!!

2008-12-31T00:11:00.002+08:00

Trying to accept things tat cannot be changed or undone...
& wishes everything will be alrite...
Thinkin all is unfair but wat can be done..
Jus haf to accept it...
Watever it is, hope to find back herself once again...
Wif tat hack care attitude, afraid of nothing &
joking & laughing out loud like a mad/crazy woman like nobody business...

Starting to become very superstitous & believing in karma is not my kind of thing..
Now i tink back, e more worried of something u get & e more superstitous u r..
e more e thing will happen & it will appeared to be wat u nv think of..

Wats haf happened alrdy happened, theres nothing i can do abt it..
I jus haf to console myself to accept it even though i cant accept it...
Anway watever things can be solved Jus haf to tink of a solution..

SO now jus wanna enjoy myself, enjoy my time wif my frens & family...
Haf a great time.. & laughing out loud like nobody business...

This will be my last post for 2009, so from now on words it will be a better yr..
All e posts will be a happy post & memorable one...

Now to set my resoultion:
To be happy & always laughing throughout e yr...
To enjoy to e fullest like travelling...
To earn MORE money...
To shop to e fullest...
To spend more time wif family...
To spend my time wif frens...
To haf a better yr...
To be lucky...
To be blessed..

Anyway Bye BYe 2008, & Hello 2009..
Wishing everyone here a HAppy New yr..
Wish everyone a happy, better yr & everyone a healthy yr & CHEERS!!

Oh yeah & here i would like to thanks all my frens & family for e care & concern given..
Would like to thanks THOSE who r always there for me when im down..
Thanks for e tolerance of my temper & wierdness moodyness..
Thanks for tolerating my changes of my mood & feeling hahahx...

OK im too naggy BYE...!! Enjoy e COUNTDOWN... WOOOOHOOO!!

LIFE SUCKS...!!

2008-12-28T23:39:00.003+08:00

Felt so SUCKY now...
Felt so FUCK rite now...
Felt so UNFAIR...
Felt so USELESS...
Felt so HELPLESS...
Felt so STUPID...
Felt like a FOOL..
Felt like a PIECE OF SHIT...
Felt so SHITTY...

Y IS IT ME??
Y MUST BE ME??
Y CHOOSE ME??
Y EVERYTIME I HAF TO GO THROUGH THIS??
Y AM I SO UNLUCKY??
Y? Y? Y? Y? Y? Y?

FUCKING IDIOT ME!!!

Back off everybody... DON COME NEAR ME!!

Happy B'day

2008-12-28T03:49:00.002+08:00

B4 i turn in to bed, would like to wish someone a happy b'day first...

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY BABY AKA GOH CHIN BOON!!

Wish u all e best in everything u do...
Wish u haf a good future ahead..
Wish u become more & more MAN...
Wish u haf lots of money...
Wish u win lottery so tat can haf more money for me to spend hahahx..
Wish u healthy always..
Wish u gets more & more pretty & handsome...
Wish u dont tink too much at times...
Wish u be less naggy at times...
Wish u able to tolerate wif me for e coming yrs...
Wish u don change to be a bad/heartless person (Bastards)...
Wish u ur hopes & wishes comes true..

Jus wanna let u noe, thanks for everything u done for me...
Appreciate it in my heart..
So fast times files, tis will be e 3rd birthday we celebrate wif & for each other..
Hope e no would increase...
At times i do not express my feelings/love, but its kept inside my heart..
(omg i cant imagine i type tis..)
Watever it is, Happy Birthday!!!

X'mas Eve...

2008-12-26T01:45:00.004+08:00

Went buy some food stuffs b4 going to Bird Bird hse..

Buy tibits cakes ice cream & drinks..

Wanted to make a "so-call" brownie for everyone using e Saralee Choc cake & nestle ice cream...

In e end, e ice cream turns out to be sucks, too disgustin hahahx..

Ok we had Curry, Sadine Beehoon, "Agnes fav", fish dippers for DInner...

Agnes Mum cooked bur bur cha cha, BUT i didnt eat it.. SO sad..

Sorry Auntie...

Watch some shows first den aft tat MJ time...

Aft 1 round, played poker den continue wif MJ again till 8 plus in e morning...

Some incidents tat r funny is tat, we found "new match" for our Ah Xiang hahhax..

Tat is Ah mei... hahahx... Wooohooo...

Winnie & Xiaowen

Agnes Mei Mei Bro & Mum

Ah Xiang

Ah Qing

Siao Char Bo trying use e duck to improve my winning luck hahahx...

Doing Mask While playing MJ... Cool

Merry X'mas Everyone!!

2008-12-24T04:23:00.002+08:00

Okies time for me to go bed...
Next few days will be kinda busy wif outings..
Tml haf a small celebration at Agnes hse..
So i nd conserve some energy to stay awake thru e nite...

Anyway wanna wish all my babes frens everyone a MERRY X'MAS!!!
Enjoy tis festive to e fullest wif ur love ones!!

Past few outings updates...

2008-12-24T03:51:00.007+08:00

Okies, aft tat previous post suddenly i haf e mood to blog..

Since i got nothing to do & i don noe y im still quite awake not slpy...

Last Fri

Have a drink wif Agnes & went eat steamboat in e middle of e nite..

Wats more pro? Ate till 4 in e morning hahahx.. oooo e same sentence again... hahahx..

& we did some lame photo taking...

Yummy!!

Our Van

Our Bikes

Jus Past Mon

Went Sentosa wif Winnie & Azriah..

Had a short tan 1hr each for both side so not much outcome..

Not tat happy abt it BUT nvm at least i get to meet up wif them..

Even though e time spent 2gthr is short BUT it was great..

Small - Medium - Big

Trying to take a pic wif eyes wide open...

My eye is e smallest & look so weird...

While Azriah has no diff at all.. Hahahax..

Lazy luh...

2008-12-24T03:44:00.003+08:00

I'm jus too freaking lazy to start blogging...
I noe its been going 2 months since my last entry...
hahahax... Cool man...
& yup getting screamed by some of my gals cos ive not been updating my blog..
Thus they r unable to noe my news hahahx..

ANyway now the time is going to be 4 in the morning..
This reminds me of the song sang by Gwen stefani Same title 4 in the morning...
I noe its lame lah but jus tot of tat mah...

Not been online regularly, as im lazy to online as theres nothing to do when online..
besides checking mails, reading blogs entries, facebook, friendster & some online shopping..
Hmmm... wat else can be done.. Im jus sick & tired of it...
So boring... Have to start finding interesting stuffs to entertain myself..

Missing...

2008-11-04T20:45:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. Now i'm miss miss miss missing...
When tat person is ard u...
U tend not to treasure or miss him...
When tat person is not ard or away...
U will tend to miss him...
Hahahax... Human r jus so contridicting...
Watever it is..
Jus try to treasure ur love ones when they r wif u...
Counting down few MORE days..!!

MY BDAY

2008-10-26T15:21:00.004+08:00

OCT 26 - MY BDAY...

HAPPY 21ST BDAY TO EVELYN TEO BEE LENG...

Hahahx... Been tinking tat my b'day has been over

Cos all my frens had celebrate wif me last week at my party..

Hahahx.. Everyone seems not to be ard during my bday hahahax...

Actually i don really mind cos ive alrdy celebrated it last week...

BB gone to Taiwan ytd nite..

Agnes went Bintan ytd..

My parents gone Genting ytd...

My second sis went overseas work last week not back yet..

Anyway, My elder sis is ard...

She even cook ji dan mee sua for me to eat hahahhax...

Anyway wish myself Pretty always hahahahx...
Wish my family & frens healthy & happy always...
Wish my comin days & life would be shun shun li li hahahhahax...

Now 21 le... Hmmm... i tink i wanna go catch a RA movie or show muhahhahax...

Oh yeah thanks ppl for e wishes & gifts hahahax.. LOVE IT!!

B'days

2008-10-26T15:13:00.004+08:00

OCT 25 - WINNIE

HAPPY 21ST BDAY WINNIE...

Hope u like e present frm us...

Hope u enjoy e celebration...

Hope u stay happy always..

Hope u stay mei mei always...

Hope u stay healthy always...

Hope u faster find ur Mr RIGHT.. hahahahax..

Hope ur wishes come true...

B'DAYS...

2008-10-26T14:42:00.003+08:00

OCT 23 - AZRIAH

HAPPY 21st B'DAY BABE..

Hope u stay pretty forever

Hope u stay healthy forever

Hope u stay happy always..

Hope all ur dreams & wishes come true...

My B'day Prezzies...

2008-10-22T17:28:00.007+08:00

Hahax... Of cos i cant & wont forget my Presents...

Hmmm... Kinda touched by some of my FRENS...

E gifts they bought for me & able to attend my parteh...

My papa & mama - Cash & Sponsoring e parteh stuffs...

My elder sista - Bracelet frm Tiffany & CO.

Boyfren - A BIG bag frm Agnes B

Agnes & YX - Camera

Agnes, Yx, Xiaowen, Sharlene, Genesia, GY, Tang, Yijin - Ipod Touch wif Engraving

Fat, TianBao, Kenneth, Rong Jie, Wendong, Jessica & Winnie - Ipod Touch wif Adapters

Jennifer - Marilyn Monroe stuffs

Denise - A bracelet wif my name engraved.

Azriah & Mui Kah - Aussino Bedsheet & Towels

Jason & Julye - Zippo Lighter

Cui Mei - Wine Chocolate

Union Bros - Lighter & a Rabbit pendant necklace

Rima - Necklace

Sok hiang & sylvia - Necklace

Aderson - 2 Wine Glass

Thanks Guys...!!! I LOVE e presents... THANKS...!!

B'day Parteh...

2008-10-22T16:53:00.005+08:00

HELLO DUDES...

I'm Back!!

Hahahx... Needa blog abt My B'day Parteh...

First of all, I would like to THANKS everyone who attend e Parteh...

THANKS for being free to be there to celebrate my 1 & only 21st b'day hahahax...

The Cake look like me??

My papa & mama

Boyfren

My babes

My dudes

ITE frenz

SIM babes

UNION BROS

Next door kid..

My last B'day party was like when i was very small hahahx..

SO tis is so call e "1st" party tat i can rmbr in my life...

Anyway... I HOPE everyone who r there enjoyed themselves..

I Hope e food is enuf for everyone & e cake too..!!

Sorry if e food or cake is not good enuf..

Sorry if i didnt entertain or tok much to u tat day hahahx..

It was actually quite rush tat day..

Haf so much things to do...

& actually some of things in my plan had not been carried out..

Hahahax.. either forget or too busy or tired... hahahx...

Haiz didnt took much or enuf photos wif my frens & babes..

I jus feel wat a waste...

& i didnt enjoyed to my fullest cos i nv DRINK ENUF MAN!!

hahhahahax... NOT HIGH ENUF!!

BUT some of them r alrdy DRUNK muhahahx...

TANG: Wo Yao Yi Bei MANGO de... hahahhax...

KElvin: "vomitting" and zui quan...

YX: "ZZZZZZ"

AH MEI: Tiao zeng

XIAO WEN: Kp laughing..

AGNES: Going Marbo, Crazy...

KELVIN FRENS: Slping or Drunk...

1st B'day Present...

2008-10-12T23:56:00.003+08:00

Yeah weeeeeeee.......
Got my FIRST b'day gift...
& it was a CAMERA...
OMG... It was a shock? Surprise?
I don noe... Jus a very messy feeling... hahahax...
Don noe how to express it..
Im so happy..

It was an Olympus Camera...
Function wif
-8 mega pixels
-3x optical zoom
-2.5 LCD screen
-image stabilization
-face detection
-shawdow adjustment
-3m water resistant
-1.5m shock resistant

Jus so HAPPY tat i name my camera "O O"
hahahahx...
Additional Item added to my bag.. :)

"Happy Jiu Hao"

Geraldine's 21st...

2008-10-12T23:41:00.002+08:00

Was been invited to Geraldine's b'day celebration...
HAPPY B'DAY!!!
It was really such a long long long long time we met each other...
She still e same...
My galfrens r all still e same as b4...
Still pretty hahahhax...
Jus hope she enjoy her b'day & like her present...
Jus send her my wishes to her...
Being HAPPY i e MOST impt thing...
Happy will perk up a person life or day...

Really Appreciates all my close frens being there for me...
Care & dote me...
& appreciate wat they have done for me & done for e frenship between us...
Jus show lots of care & concern to each other to maintain e bond..
Even though, we lead diff life which cause time differentiation hahahacx...
BUT most impt is e BOND is still there...
Tats wat real frens r for... hahahax...

"Happy Jiu Hao" LOL

Pics to be uploaded soon...

Tired... ZZZZ

2008-10-08T14:31:00.003+08:00

Hmmm... Sch had resumed 1 week ago..

But i jus still not used to e timing of waking up & goin sch...

JUs feel so exhausted, don noe y...

Like no matter slpp how much it doesnt seem to be enuf...

Past few days, been goin hme slack straight aft sch...

Jus too lazy & tired to go anywhere..

Time really does files... left 1 week plus to my party...

I jus find tat i still haven really prepared for my party yet hahahx..

Jus find tat there still umpteen of things undone...

Been in a mood swings these days...

Jus my mood & feelings r wierd..

Im not sure how to describe it hahahx..

Anyway, went to bought a KU KU specs hahahx..

Make me look so kuku... YEAH..

Lucky?

2008-09-26T03:11:00.003+08:00

Hahax... Yeah...
Ive passed my BTT (Basic Theory Test)..
Was been dragged by my fren to take e test...
I didnt really study, i guess im lucky tat e questions given to me is easy...

Went down all e way to pasir ris to make e payment...
It was a long story hahahax...
Aft tat catch a movie My Best Friend Girl...
I tink e film got a bit of prob...
Some part don really understand cos it doesnt link...
I guess e producer did not cut e film properly...
Anyway e show was so so only...

Hmmm... A few hours lata, My hse will not haf electricity...
Cos they goin to change e wire thingy or something, not quite sure...
So i will not be able to do anything.. So SLP hahahax...
From my mum's order i've to stay at hme becos of e fishes...
Becos e fish tank pumps nd electricity to work...
If no electricity, water will overflow out..
& fish will die out of oxygen too...
Anyway, i jus have to stay at hme to rott without doing anything tat mus use electrcity..
So poor thing...

Confirmation...

2008-09-24T19:27:00.004+08:00

Hello Folks...

My B'day Parteh is CONFIRMED!!

The date will be on 18 OCT Which will be at CostaSands - Pasir Ris
BUT its n longer the double storey chalet... Its e single storey...
As e others haf been fully BOOKED..!!

The Time is still not confirmed, it shld be ard evening time...

Pls do let me noe whether will u be turning up tat day asap...

Thanks a lot...

Presence is appreciated...

Relax & Happy

2008-09-19T15:03:00.002+08:00

Been worried & nervous for e past few days...
Finally, I'm so relieved...
YESH!!! I PASSED MY EXAMS...
hahahax... So happy & relieve at e same time...

Received a present frm someone for rewarding me for quitting smoking...
I receive a LOEWE orange coin purse...
I'm Happy cos i like presents muhahahax...
Anyway really thanks e person a lot...
Appreciate her e tings she do for me...
I'm glad I've some CLOSE frens ard me...
I love u all...!! Will nv forget who u r...!!

Sunshine...

2008-09-15T00:27:00.002+08:00

Thunderstorm has go away...
Here comes e Bright & Shiny Mr Sunny..
Welcome Sunshine...

Hmm... Been goin out lately...
Went Singing ytd wif my gals...
Was being brought to a new place..
Which is Dynasty KTV located beside Parklane...
Hahax indeed e place is like nightclub...
But anyway who cares when u went during e day...
& e price is cheap...
Aft tat went dinner.. Ate at e Shokudo...
Oh My Tian... e food is great...
e Pizza & Ice cream... Really make me Oh My Tian...
Is really super NICE & YUMMY!!!

Jus came back frm wedding dinner...
Its baby's nanny's son wedding hahahax..
Long r/s line...
Anyway, e food was quite nice.. Not too bad..
See he finally get married, felt happy for him...
Wish them loving always & faster make ppl hahhahax...

*Its not easy for 2 to meet so cherish it till e end no matter wat happens...

Confusion...

2008-09-10T15:21:00.002+08:00

Having tots running ard my head...
Leads to a mixture of feelings inside my heart..
Making me confused & Uneasy...
Which makes me wanna let it go & runaway frm it...
Does it haf to be tis way??
Or is it theres other methods or solutions to it..
Wat shld i do??

Jus feel like running away frm it..
It makes me so confuse..
Which i do not noe wat to do..
I don wish to face e outcome..
Wat if it was bad..??
Will i b able to take it...??

Aaaarrrrggghhhhh... JUS LEAVE ME ALONE..!!!

Exams Exams...

2008-08-29T23:21:00.002+08:00

Haiz... Having exams...
Exams coming up..
Hate exams...
Stress...!!
Jus haf no mood to study... hahahx...
God Pls jus help me go through tis... hahahax...
Thank u God!!

Oh yeah.. Btw guys.. whoever reading my blog...
I will b celebrating my b'day 1 week earlier my exact date...
Tat means is on e 18th...
Venue still not confirmed BUT it shld be at Coasta Sand Pasir ris...
Pls make urself free on tis date...
Ur haf to come... MUhahahahax...
CANNOT DON COME... NOONE IS TO MISS IT.. MUHAHAHAH...
Thanks ppl... Cheers..;)

3rd year...

2008-08-20T15:52:00.002+08:00

2day will be e exact date of US being 2gthr...
We've been 2gthr for 3 years...Of cos im happy...
Its not easy to maintain such a long r/s..
Ppl might say & think "Wow ur very long alrdy hor"
To me i will be tinkin its not long at all...
If i find it long now, wat bout e coming years...??
We both still haf a long way to go... How can i possibly say its long..??
Honestly saying Hes really a good guy to be wif...
In my life until my tis age, yeah hes my first love my first Bf...
but previously all e guys i knew frm internet or stuffs...
Or mayb met outside..
I've not met someone like him.. Mayb at times he is odd lah...
But really he is very good...
These few days might b wondering is there something wrong btween us..??
Or is it me e prob...
Been goin out wif last few weeks...
Hes been askin me y am i so unhappy when im out wif him...
Aft tis question pop to me, i was likw wondering too...
How come..?? Wats goin on?? wat happen to me..??
I don wish it to be like tat.. I always looking forward to our dates..
I also don noe wats e real reason for being unhappy wif little tiny stuffs...
I mean theres nothing for me to angry wif him...
Im jus scared... Im jus so confused...
I scared i lost e love for him...
Is it i don love him anymore or I don bare to let go of him...??
& i find myself so wierd...
Im so different frm other gals...
Like how come i doesnt find him like msg or call him..
Every gals does tat but y not me..??
& doesnt mean i do not care or love him...
But jus tat mayb i nv express it or show it...
But how come i nv show it??
yeah tats y im so wierdo...
& how come i cant be a small women when im wif him..??
Sometimes i also wanna b small women but seems like i cant...
y?? Its not tat great to be always seem so strong, big, feelingless & etc in front of everyone...
Ppl might think im always strong always laugh no matter wat happens...
But actually im not tat strong either...
I do haf weak times.. & Of cos which women doesnt wanna be loved & cared for..
& which women doesnt wanna love & care for a person she loves...
But jus tat how come i doesnt apply it when im feeling tat way...??
& y do ppl like to misunderstand my good...??
& which women don wanna haf e feeling during e honeymoon period where each couple started dating..?? Of cos i wan... & im also trying to make things to haf tat feeling in our r/s..
Is it bcos we r not loving enuf?? Or we r not compatible or communication breakdown??
Or we look more like siblings rather than couples..??
Haiz... I jus so confused... Im lost... I nd to tink deeply abt it...

19 August, Tuesday...

2008-08-20T15:49:00.004+08:00

Happy B'day Bao Mu....

Wish u had a great celebration..
Wish u always so pretty...
Wish u find ur Mr Right soon...
Wish u like e present frm us...
Wish u had a great yr ahead...
Wish u healthy always...
Wish u like e small celebration frm us...
Wish ur wishes come true...
Wish our frenship lasts...
Wish our care & love kps growing...
Wish u happy always...
KP Smiling... :)

Saturday, 16 Aug

2008-08-20T15:39:00.004+08:00

16 August, Saturday

My second sis company had a Dinner & dance event...
So she ask me along to join...
it was held at Pan pacific hotel...
E theme they suggested was Mafia Night...
Omg... It was a damn difficult theme to dress up...
In e end, i anyhow dress up...
Which i don tink its like mafia.. hahahx...
Anyway watever lah...
Hmm... e event was ok...
Get to noe some her frens b4 hand..
But some new faces on e nite itself...
E food was good... YUMMY!!
Aft tat, some suggested to go Swissotel e NewsAsia bar...
When we reached there, we realised its renovating...
So we haf to change destination...
In e end, we ended up at Chjmes one of e pub...
Theres was a lot of ppl & Ang mohs hahahahsx...
e place we went was good...
Live band was good.. We sing dance being high...
When reached hme, im drained...
hahahahx... Wat a nite!! Wooo...

Sis B'day

2008-08-20T15:34:00.002+08:00

15 August, Friday

2day is my big sis b'day...
She's 34 years old hahhaahx...
Old alrdy...
Anyway she will be away to celebrate her b'day wif frens..
We alrdy had dinner celebration for her last weekend...
Anyway, i stayed at home to help out my mum...
To pray for e hungry ghost festival...
At first wanna study, In e end too lazy... Haiz..

2008-08-20T15:19:00.002+08:00

Thursday, 14 Aug...

Went to haf an early celebration wif BB on our datin anni...
He treat me dinner to The Carousel located at Royal Plaza on Scotts Hotel..
Which is in front of Far East Plaza or Hyatt Hotel...
E place is very classy...
But e food is POWER...
So yummylicious & Oishi...
OMG...!! Best Buffet ever had..
& so fulling..
e Oyester & everything is so omg... hahahax...
It is recommended to everyone...
Its Halah... I bet no matter who u r, u will fall in love wif it...
& oh yeah e ambience is good also, kinda of romantic too... hahahahx...
Been busy eating so nv take pics.. Forgot hahahx.. :p

Wednesday, 13 Aug

2008-08-20T15:16:00.002+08:00

Wednesday, 13 Aug

Met up wif Nes...
She had Singing voucher...
So i went singing again... muhahahhax..
Jus e 2 of us...
Jus sing all our troubles out muhahahax...

3rd week of August

2008-08-20T14:19:00.003+08:00

Hahax... Now i will update my blog on 1 week basis..

If possible hahahx...

12 August, Tuesday...

Met up wif Winnie to get Bao Mu 21st B'day present...

As my time schedule & hers clashes..

Decided to haf an early celebration for her...

Both of us bought a Baby G watch e newest edition for her...

Jus hope she will like it...

She doesnt organise a celebration due to some reasons..

So she gave us a treat at Fish Mahattan at PS...

Hahaa... My reccommendation...

At least they nv say its bad instead they say its good..

Of cos!! My recc hahahhas... So thick skin rite...?

Even though it was not a grand celebration, but i guessed she had enjoyed..

But no matter wat, it felt nice able to hang out wif ur close or treasured frens...

HAPPY B'DAY BAO MU!!! LOVE U...

9 Aug

2008-08-10T23:47:00.004+08:00

Happy B'day SINGAPORE!!!

Happy National Day Everyone...

Happy B'day Ah mah..!!

Hahax... My grandma b'day falls on e same day as e spore b'day...

Hmmm.. Ytd we had a small celebration for her...

She's very old alrdy...

Her health is getting weaker too...

She's celebrating her 90+ b'day..

Indeed she actually very healthy & strong..

I tink i wouldnt b able to b like her so strong & healthy in tis age..

or even able to live until tis age.. hahahx...

Anyway i tink she alrdy very happy..

She got a lot of children, grandchildren, great grandchildren & great great grandchildren...
I guess shes a happy Ah mah.. Hahax..
Aft grandma celebration, went singing wif both my sistas...

Cousins all busy go out...

Went partyworld sing for 4 hours... But it seems like not enuf.. hahax..

& my sista now alrdy pestering me askin when r we goin singing again...

So funny hahahx..

Photos...

8 Aug

2008-08-10T22:58:00.002+08:00

Hahax I went 2 Singapore Flyer again...
Tis time round i went wif BB...
As usual he is late... & make me wait & trying to contact him like mad..
B4 i meet him, went to pass nes e topshop card...
& its been a long time since i met ah tang...
She kinda of change when i first get to noe her..
Haiz... Also kinda of poor thing...
Guys these days R JUS TOO IRRITATING & F***!!
Which makes me lost faith in guys...
Anyway sometimes guys r victim too...
BUT all e cases i heard or seen, usually they r e ones to cause all e nonsenses...
OK back to where i am, suppose to catch ride earlier but it was too early..
So decided to walk ard & in e end, ended up shopping...
I ask BB to buy clothes for himself..
& he finally bought 2 tops for himself..
hahahx.. It was chosen by me..
& in e end he bought 2 tops for me too...
Yeah new tops collection added to my wardrobes..
Hmm.. In fact now, no matter how many clothes i haf, Its still not satisfying or enuf...
Muhahax.. Anyway BB bought clothes for me, i treat him eat Sakae Sushi buffet...
Its night buffet at MS.. I find its reasonable.. Cos i like JAP food... Muhahahx..
How i wish i can live in Japan..
Okies Photos time AGAin..

6 Aug

2008-08-10T18:53:00.002+08:00

My sis got free tickets for the singapore flyer...
In 1 week, i went 2 times...
It was a nice experience..
Its to see e scenery of spore..
E best time to go is during evening time like 630pm...
If its too late u can only see e nite life & lightings...
Each cabin can takes 28 person at a time..
But fyi, its not nice & comfi when theres a ot of ppl 2gthr in a cabin...
E ride is abt 30 mins..
When u r inside actually u cant seem to realise its moving...
Its an experience to be high up to haf a view of e scenery...
Its a good experience..
Tickets is at $29.50 for adults...

2 August

2008-08-10T18:21:00.002+08:00

YX got 2 tickets of e NDP preview...
So me & nes went to e preview...
AS we were very enthus, both of us wore red haahhx..
We ride on a red cute london cab down to e parade...
e cab was so cute hahax...
E NDP was ok, but e fireworks was fantastic...
Tis yr e fireworks are longer than b4...
Anyway its a nice experience :)

29 July 2008

2008-08-10T18:01:00.004+08:00

Aft sch, Went to Raffles Town Club wif Xiaowen..

She got RTC vouchers, so decided to check out e place..

e RTC vouchers can be used at any entertainment or facilities as long as it is within RTC area..

We went to e jap restaurant for lunch..

OMG.. e salmon sashimi is so fresh & delicious can..

Its very nice & not ex too...

e price was reasonably charged...

Aft tat sinful lunch, we went to walk ard & check out e facilities available...

Theres so much facilities like gym, spa, cinema, bowling, swimming pool, arcade & etc..

Actually wanna go spa but nd to book in advance so we haf to go next time..

Aft tat went bowling & play arcade then slack ard...

Its really a gd place for relaxation...

XW & Mine

XW & ME

Out of a sudden, a bag appeared at our seat.. No idea whose bag?? Hahax..

Macritchie Hike...

2008-07-27T17:33:00.004+08:00

My medi dosage r still makin me slpy...

& i haven slept enuf...

My eyes were so tired..

& i was awaken early in e morning for my trip to macritchie wif family without my big sis..

I was still so stone when i reach there...

But aft quite some distance, it was no longer slpy but tired hahahax...

Some of e routes r quite challenging..

It was either very steep staircase or slope u nd to climb..

u nd 2 walk through uphills & downhills...

Den we went to e HSBC Tree Top Walk...

It was a long bridge which is high up...

In total we haf travelled for 13 KM within 2 hrs 45 mins walk....

It was tiring but i feel more fresh & good...

Aft so much sweat, i feel much healthier...

Aft e hike, i feel so proud of myself hahahax...

Cos im able to hike for 13KM... hahahax...

Hmm... Its time shld ask my frens along too...

Overall, its a tiring & lazy day.. But yet healthy day hehehex...

2008-07-27T17:17:00.004+08:00

Went sch in e morning..
Den meet up wif Agnes , YX, Aderson & GY...
We went Mine Cafe again... Hahax..
Played games for abt 2 hrs...
Actually nv play much games..
Jus enjoy e food & screaming of others... hahahx..
Theres 1 game interest me a lot..
Now i kind of wanna play it..
Its e Ticket to Ride ... Something like tat..
Shld play it... Kinda of challenging...
Aft tat we walk towards MS side...
We came across SMU building which they were hafing Bizarre...
So we jus took a walk ard e place...
In e end i bought 1 belt...
Aft tat we head to MS...
When we reach it was abt closing time...
Most of e shops haf closed but some still opened..
So we jus anyhow shop ard walk ard...
In e end took quite few photos...
Den aft GY left, we went to Esplanade Harry's Bar...
Went to drink a jug of Tequila Sunrise soon we left..
Anyway, its still early so went to sit beside e sea area...
We were tokin, chit chattin & laughing away..
Funny thing is we were askin YX lots of questions...
Lets say 10 question, he only answered 1..
& it took him ard 15mins to answered e questions...
Tok until so much till 2 plus..
Den nes took bus wif me..
We chit chat a lot too..
Abt r/s probs & stuffs..
Reach hme also ard 3am...
Slept at ard 3 plus goin 4am...
Wat a fast day..!!

Happy B'day...

2008-07-27T16:37:00.004+08:00

Haf not update my blog recently...
Too lazy to blog hahahx...

Ok while i cant get a nap & was lazy to do anything in

e sunny lazy sunday noon...

So i shall blog abt wat happen past 2 weeks...

Hmm.. On e 14th, its Chezzy's b'day...

She's 9 years old alrdy...

So old, older than me...

She is Lao Char Bo... muhahahax...

So we decided to make a small celebration for her...

My mum bought 1 slice of cake for her...

& we help her to dress up cutely hahahx...

Past few days ago which is on e 25th...

It's my mum b'day...

Supposing was goin to Miramar Hotel the Ikoi Japanese

Restaurant for dinner to celebrate her b'day...

Becos it was fully booked so we haf to change e place to Coca..

We went to the International Building which is right beside Shaw hse..

& we bought a small cake which is mango flavour for her...

e cake was nice & yummy...

Updates about last week...

2008-07-14T20:42:00.004+08:00

Sun
Went out wif ah fer & winnie...
Aft tat we went for a walk ard bugis..
Aft tat i came across tis top whif marilyn monroe prints on
it without tinkin i jus bought it hahhahax..
I'm jus so in love wif her muhahahax...
Topshop hafing sale so jus went to take a look...
& i suddenly saw tis pair of shoe hafing 50% discount..
So i bought it + i haf e member card so can discount further...
So happy...!!

Sat
Slack at hme too...
Too lazy to do & go anywhere...
At nite, Agnes came by & slack wif me hahahx...
Feel so bad cos she came all e way to my hse & do nothing hahahx..

Fri
Went to look up for my stylist...
& ask him to help me to haf my hair cut..
Its been 6-7 months since my last visit to him...
Jus find my hair messy & irritaing so decided to look for him..
Aft tat went hme & slack all e way through...
My sis came back frm HK..
& she bought quite some stuffs for me...
So happy!! Thanks Jie Love YA!

Chezzy also haf a nice dress!!

Wed
Went to MS area...
Went to eat POPEYE CHICKEN located at the Singapore Flyers...
Its kind of similar like KFC but a bit diff & mayb its nicer? hahahx..
To me its not tat fantastic but mayb to others very delicious...
If im not wrong theres another store at Changi Airport...
Mayb ur can go try it...?

Marilyn Monroe

2008-07-07T23:11:00.003+08:00

Hmmm.. Recently, i have been falling in love wif Marilyn Monroe...
Shes so beautiful, sexy, cheerful & elegant.. I'm so fond of her...
Its such a pity tat she died at a young age of 36...
She was previously name as Norma Jeane..
She was an orphan who live at orphange & soon been adopted...
Her life was full of ups & down & her marriage life besides her career..
She enter into tis industry by a photographer...
e photographer notice her by accident..
& brings her into modelling life which makes her famous...
Den she started to act & sing & so forth...

BUt it was a lost to lose her at such a young age...
she jus turn 80+ at 1 june 08...
She is jus so beautiful..
I tink if i were to get a tattoo, i would tattoo her...

A new Look?

2008-07-07T22:56:00.002+08:00

Last weekend which is on e sat...
My new furniture, table & cabinets r delivered to my hse..
Aft my sch, I rushed back hme to unpacked & repacked my things...
I do so call a spring cleaning for my room...
Now u jus feel so comfortable in my room...
Felt so clean & nice...
Like a new room or something hahahx...
Aft 1 whole day den i finished up..
Now i realise actually old cardboards haf lots of rubbish..
& i realise i haf lots of unwanted stuffs..
I haf try to clear as many stuffs as possible...
But still got many stuffs.. Don noe y.. hahahx..
Feel so comfy..

2008-07-07T22:30:00.002+08:00

Last mon was my last day of work...
It was kinda of sad to leave cos there was a bit of bond alrdy..
Anyway its was a shag week...
Immediately tues i start sch...
But tis sem, i will b a bit free...
I only haf 2 modules to take...
So some days i nd not to attend sch...

Went shopping & bought quite a few clothing...
I tried control my spending, but i haf spend quite a far bit hahahx..
its been a very long time since i shop to enjoy myself...
Shop e whole day without eating drinking or goin to e loo...
Shopping is Gals most energy & mood booster...

Back again...

2008-07-07T21:45:00.003+08:00

OK... I noe... Its been another ages since i blog again...
while its been 1 week since my sch starts...
haf been working during my tis holis...
so didnt really get to enjoy much....
But i've enjoyed e working environment...
e ppl & environment, even though e workloads r quite heavy...
But i still enjoyed it..

Previous sat, my cousin got married...
He held his happy event at e intercontinental hotel
which is located next to bugis junction shopping centre..
e ballroom was well done decorated...
e ambience was nice & e food was delicious...
Den all my relatives get together to "TA"/Yam Seng 2gther...
all kinds of drinks, red wine, martell...
We all r so high, so crazy, so noisy & so drunk...
hahahx... Wat a night...

Busy Beee...!!

2008-06-10T00:40:00.001+08:00

Hahahx.. even though its holiday but will be kinda of busy tis holi...
Hmm... will b working.. Yet i haf so much activities to do...
Been getting fat... Wish to lose some fatty shits away..
Ok Mus start Organizing some sweating activities wif Winnie, Jess , Jenn, Azriah & many more...Oh man... I got like so much of things in mind i wanna do & enjoy...
Will haf to start planning my Schedules...
Oh yeah.. Shucks...!! Getting results on tis FRI...
Oh WTF... Wat e kuku neh neh man... wow laoz..
i hate tis man... Oh man... PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY I CAN PASS...
TIAN GONG BO BI BO BI...!!!

Photos for Saturday (Coming soon...)

WooooHoooo... Holiday..!!

2008-06-10T00:10:00.002+08:00

Finally, Done wif all e torturing papers... Haf to welcome my precious holis..
Aft my last paper, haf been goin out... hahahx...
Like not enuf rests & theres BIG HOLE in my pocket... muhahahx...
Everything jus seem so ex now... Not enuf $$ to survive yet where got extra $$ to spend on shopping..??
Its e BIG GSS now yet i cant buy anything...
Im so so so so so SAD... So sad so sad, its a sad sad situation... lol
Oh man, I MISS SHOPPING MAN!! When CAN I SHOP???
So i haf decided to work... Tot of going work wif Xiaowen...
Went interview wif her but seems like no news frm them..
So decided to go work at Agnes current work place...
Went interview 2day yet its my first day of work... hahahax...
e interview was kinda of chad chad like anyhow anyhow 1...
Like very easy going, not very strict at all...
Aft first day of work, still not too bad..
the work was ok and e environment was very gd...
Mostly females & they r all very nice... (HAPPY)
So am still satisfied wif it.. Mus really thanks Nes..
Becos of her i got a job so sudden.. Shes been helpin me to look out for jobs..
Thanks Nes...!! Appreciated..

Recent Activities...
Haf a Singing session on e 6 June which is Friday...
Its been a very long time since i went singing hahahx..

Saturday, wake up very early in e morning to prepare to go suntanning session at Sentosa...
Who noes, e plan was spolit by a Heavy rain... We all so sad & demoralise by e rain..
Jus 3 of us delayin time to wait for arrivals of Jess & Jenn.. hahahx (Both 'J')
So we decided to go Mines Cafe to slack there...
Since we r alrdy out, y not spend a bit more time 2gthr since we hardly get e chance to meet up..
Went Mine cafe at e Boat Quay... We played so much games...
Wat i like e best is the 'True Colors"... The objective is to tell us how well actually our frens noe us inside out... Its so fun.. I miss it now... Hmm.. haf to go back there often...
Aft tat Jenn say wanna go Mustafa.. In e end, tats e worst place i have been...
we jus walk ard to find e shoppin centre... & we jus stand outside of e building & off we go... hahaha... AFt tat jus head down to PS for a drink & chit chat awhile & off we go..
On e way hme... Its been such a long time since i have chit chat wif ah fer...
She told me many stuffs... Enjoyed chatting wif my frens...
Even though, sometimes e outing may seems to be too simple, chad chad or cheap..
But its e best & most enjoyable outing than anything else...
Wif all e ppl i love, nothing matters... No matter wat happens or watever, its still enjoyable & joyful..
I like to do tat more often if i can.. Jus feel HAPPY wif e ppl i love!!

Yakuza Moon

2008-05-20T02:59:00.006+08:00

Recently haf been reading tis book... Call "Yakuza Moon"(e book cover on top left)..
Its written by a woman name call Shoko Tendo (tats her on e top right)...
Tis book says abt her life frm a kid to teenager & to now her present life...
She has a bro, 2 sistas & her mom & dad...
Her dad was a gangster & use to be a rich guy..
Suddenly, her dad business failed & started to owe ppl lots of moneh...
Ppl, neighbours started to say stuffs tats not nice...
Meanwhile, her sista Maki starts to bring her out to e streets..
& theres when she started to turn bad..
Shes has quite a few bfs... All r married guys...
She started to become a yanki.. Dress like & act like..
Skip schools & smell thinner... Den into drugs like speed...
& den force to haf sex wif a guy due to his dad debts...
& haf several sex intercourse wif diff guys...
Den work as hostesses.. able to earn lots of moneh...
Mom died & den dad too...
Aft her dad died, she suddenly den realise wats e real & gd path of life for her...
Den she realise she wanted to be a writer... so tats when she started wif tis book...
It was kinda of sad at some parts... Her life haf been so much ups & down..
Yet shes able to survive & write out her true life story of hers to show every1...
I really admire her courage of doing tat... I like her... she haf beautiful features & tattoo..

I admire her strength... & her courage to move on till now...
I wish i could be like her to haf e courage, to be able to handle everything no matter how serious e prob is... Its a nice book... Shld read it...

May 16

2008-05-20T02:11:00.014+08:00

Hmm... Its been a long time since i post an entry wif photos...
hahahx... im going to have many photos for tis entry...
I will haf to blog abt Fri which is May 16...
Aft my lesson ended, went to CWP to meet up wif Winnie den Jessica...
Had MAC for dinner as its more convenient for winnie to finish up her everyday sch work...
Even though e food is not tat fantastic but having e food wif were enjoyable...
Its jus some simple meal but we had a great time 2gthr...
Jus laughin all e way.... Teasing & stuffs... (Tats FUN)
Aft tat my mum called, asked me to acc her for dinner...
But i alrdy had mine, so i jus went to acc her to take her dinner..
Both of them went along to say hie to my mum..
We wanna catch a show so i asked them to go buy e tickets first while i acc my mum to finish her dinner...
B4 e movie started we walk ard laughing & photo taking & even bought a pair of new shoe hhax.... Ahhh.. yesh... photo taking...
Funny part... Jus took some crazy photos again...

Den went to catch e show 'Made of Honor'...
It was not tat bad... Jus feel touched... Aft so many years of frenship... They den finally realise they r meant to be 2gthr... Both had feelings for each other hahax... So sweet rite...
Haiz... tats always jus a story... Its hard to be true... Jus another fairy tale story rite..?? hahax...
But hard to say... Mayb it does happen in reality... Who Knows??

To Az babe: Hey babe if u get to read tis entry.. Sorry tat day i so damn late to reply u... I really miss out ur msg tat day... Sorry... Its not on purpose.. Promise will date u out when my exams over..??

Stop Smoking... :(

2008-05-16T01:55:00.002+08:00

I've been persuade, pestered, nagged at to QUIT SMOKING!!
Hahahax... I've been always wanted to quit but jus do not haf the determination to do it...
Theres a lot of FACTORS aft considering tat its time for me to quit...

Ciggi price has gone up... Getting more & more ex.. Haf alrdy calculated tat e amt i spend in a yr for e ciggis can actually buy 1 LV or watever bags... Haiz...
Make my metabolisim go down... No wonder kp falling sick... Haiz...
I feel tat it makes me fatter smoking hahax... So i shld start a healthy lifestyle alrdy... Gonna start my exercising & slimming plans aft my tis coming exams... Haiz...
I also can help to motivate my bf to quit smoking too... & thus we will be more healthy & wealthy hahax... Haiz...
Aft much thinking, my social circle of frens all r non smokers... When i smoke actually im harming their health... So i tink i shld not damage their health anymore hahax... Haiz...
In order to look more beautiful & gradiant, i shld stop smoking hahax... So i will not look like a drug addict or something... Its so unglam hahahx...

I think tats abt it, i cant think of anymore factors now hahax...

I'm gonna make it through this stage...

I'm gonna Quit Smoking!! YEAH!!!

Support me guys hahax...!! I CAN DO IT....!!!

When you look me in the eyes...

2008-05-16T01:49:00.003+08:00

Nice Song... Haf a lot of emotions hearing this song hahax...

Lyrics

If the heart is always searching,

Can you ever find a home?

I've been looking for that someone,

I'll never make it on my own

Dreams can't take the place of loving you,

There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,

I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,

To be with you again

Gonna tell you that I love you,

In the best way that I can.

I can't take a day without you here,

You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,

I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.

More and more,

I start to realize,

I can reach my tomorrow,

I can hold my head up high,

And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When I hold you in my arms,

I know that it's forever.

I just gotta let you know,

I never wanna let you go.

When you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,

I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.

I wan a HOLIDAY TRIP!!

2008-05-15T00:09:00.004+08:00

i noe i noe... i haf not been updating my blog...
actually theres a lot of stuffs to blog but it jus seems tat i don noe where to begin & sometimes im jus too lazy hehehx..
everyday its been e same for me...
wake up go sch, den come back frm sch den rest awhile den slp again...
den wake up again & same things happen...
everyday jus e same routines...
hmmm... tis sem passes very fast...
jus rmbr rushing my assignments & jus hand up not long..
Now i haf to start studying to prepare for war again.. (Exams)..
Its like so fast tat i can nearly breathe...
like not enuf time for me to enjoy & relax myself awhile b4 breaking my brain again...
so i really nd a break now...!!
I WAN A HOLIDAY TRIP!!
My fren has been toking abt holiday trip to me...
I wanna go holiday trip wif my close frens...
Theres so many places i wanna go hahaahx...
watever is it i jus wanna get out of town... but haf to work & save $$ first hahahahx...
No matter wat i mus win my battle of war first...
anyway i will jus end here for 2day...
continue another day...

2008-04-28T22:17:00.003+08:00

"Blow Blow".... (Blow away all e dusts)
Hey guys, im cleanin off e dusts now...
I noe u guys r complaining of me not updating...
Aiya... sometimes jus too lazy & nothing for me to update abt...
Partly also due to my sch schedule & work loads now...
Haiz... Will be busy wif projects now till next week..
So sickening.... -_-

Okok... I jus update some past things...
HAHAX.. E.g. like i finally bought my new lappy...
My Mr Toshi boy....
Actually i prefer lenovo... But jus compared against e specs & prices...
Mr Toshi wins... hahax...
Anyway, so far its not tat bad to use...
Im quite use to him le...

Haiz, life is really very vulnerable..
BB's daddy has been hospitalised 1 week plus ago...
His dad can considered very healthy cos he doesnt eat junk food & unhealthy food...
Yet he can suddenly fall sick...
One's can fall sick & jus died easily...
Life is jus so unpredictable...

Last fri, finally i got e chance to met up wif my Winnie & Bao mu...
We went Lot 1... Den we went to e basement to eat at e hong kong cafe...
We ate 3 main course, den some desserts...
There's 1 special dish call "Hei Niu" which is e root beer float... So funny!
Aft tat, shop ard awhile.. Theres more shops coming up... Like so exciting..
Den we sit down aside, den we drink & tok abt a lot of stuffs...
Its been so long since we last meet & chat...
Its really a nice feeling... i really like tis type of outing...
It feels so relaxing...
Lets haf more outing like tis...!!!
I love my galfrens very much!!!

Sat, was suppose to go hospital...
In e end met up wif nes they all...
They decided to play bowling...
So jus play a few games & aft tat went for supper..
It was a simple nite... But its enjoyable....
Its been really a long time since my last outing & enjoyment...
Really had fun within these 2 days...
Even though its simple & short outing...
It really perks my mood up...
Thanks guys...!!

Unexpected!

2008-04-07T20:37:00.003+08:00

Sorry guys...
4 not updating my blog & not contactin some of u guys 4 quite some time...
I've been very busy wif sch stuffs & my com & e connection hafing some probs...
Tis sem i haf 5 modules to go through...
I haf early & nite classes too...
I was damn shag...
I do not haf time to slack or even enjoy... like WTF!
Haiz...
Many unfortunate things happening...
I've a bit depress 4 past few weeks (not very serious, not to worry much)...
So many million things troubling...

What's more worst is tat I jus receive e news of My Uncle passing away!
He died of cancer...
But its was like so sudden...
Not a single sign or warning shows tat he will be gone tat fast...
I felt terrible...
I was not given a chance to visit him or even see him 4 e last time...

Life is really so Vulnerable!!
Nothing is Predictable...
Jus treasure wat u haf now b4 u lose it...

To: Winnie, Azriah, Jessica & Jennifer...
Sorry gals.. Tot of catching up wof ur tis week..
But 4 my current situation, i'm not able to do so...
I guess i haf to postphone it to next week!
I hope u guys can understand...

Btw take care of urself everyone...
Weather has not been very good...
Drink more water guys...!!

2008-03-13T00:04:00.001+08:00

I've got a lot of things to update....
BUT I"M JUS TOO LAZY TO BLOG ZZZZZZzzzzzzzz....

Back once again!

2008-03-03T18:51:00.003+08:00

Woa its been so damn long since i update... hahax..
Hafing exams lah.. Finally exam over...
hmm... i haf so much to blog...
i will jus briefly update things regardin past few weeks...
My last entry its abt PSP... I finally got it... hahax...

Aft 1 day of new yr visiting to YX hse, Ah huat hse & Agnes hse.. Thanks 4 e food & entertainment... I attended my sis b'day bash which is held at thumper located at Goodwood Park Hotel... The ambience was nice & theres a lot of caucasians goin there... Tat nite was really crazy & amazing... Wif lots of drinks. dancing & being crazy.. Esp my sis.. she too HIGH hahax... It was so call e first time to see my sis like tat & i got a shock man hahax... Quite a nice place... Thanks SIs 4 callin me along to enjoy e fun!

Last sat nite, went to Jason's 21st b'day party... Actually both my sis & jason birth date falls on e 19th feb hahax... We all had fun 2gthr... & its like a gatherin 4 some of us... Mui kah came too.. Its been such a long time since we all met her... Took couple of pics den chit chattin & off we go...
as i'm hafing exam so cant stay long... MK had pass her drving license so she drove us back hme... feel so jealous she got license alrdy... hahax... make me wanna faster go take e license...
I will go learn soon, cant wait to drive muhahax...

Den on e sunday morning, i went to e s'pore airforce show... As my sis haf free tickets...
theres all kinds of planes... & theres a very excitement stunt show performance... took quite a lot of pics... & 1 more thing is theres a very handsome US pilot... He's so HANDSOME... He's e most HANDSOME PILOT there...

Aft all these, finally my exams r all over...!! Now i can enjoy alrdy hahax... But wait till i get my results.. hahax...

Tots...

2008-02-15T20:36:00.002+08:00

Hmm... Feel a bit sad...
Haf not been meeting up wif my FAV BABES...
I shall make a promise...
Aft my exams... I will surely meet up wif them..
SORRY BABES FOR NEGLECTING UR!
I PROMISE TO MAKE TIME FOR UR AFT MY EXAMS!!
100% CHOP!

BACK!

2008-02-15T19:05:00.005+08:00

Its been like almost a mth since i last update on my bloggy...
While theres not much things happen..
Cos i've been kinda of busy to rush my projects work....
& it was new yr time, haf to go visit relatives hse & collect lots of ang baos...
But to my disappointment, not much relative was ard... not so crowed & happening tis yr...
Moreover, my com is gifing me probs recently... tupid com which didnt allow me to come online...
Anyway getting a lappy soon... Still looking out for discounts hahax... :9
Haiz so boring... my exams is ard e corner..
& i have not started any revisions yet... & i have no feel & mood to do so hahax...
BUt a bit worry & sianz, Haiz i'm so contradicting...

Oh yeah BTW guys.. i still owe ur e video on my HR project...
Heres e LINK ---> http://www.veoh.com/videos/v3547831qMEHaYcj Go watch it hahax..

Yeah... I'm getting my psp tml... cant wait man..
It will be our valentine day gift for US...
We both share it.. but he pay more hahax.. & i will get to play with it more.. hahax...
Sound so unfair rite hehex... :9
Gals r like tat wat.. Lol...

Oh yeah b4 i forgot... hahax...
Ytd was a V day...
I was actually out wif a fren... She called me out to meet her..
Ard dinner time, we was actually tryint to look 4 a plce to settle our dinner...
But it was hard as all places was packed wif full of ppl..
To my surprise i receive a call frm Michelle ( Azriah Babe fren), i tot tat she called me as she saw me somewhere in e shoppin centre..
But it was not abt tat, she suddenly told me tat she was jus outside my doorstep...
She told me she was delivering a flower behalf on HIM...
I was so shocked & doesnt believe her at all..
I tot it was a PRANK...
But at e background, i can heard chezzy was actually barking...
Meanwhile my parents were back frm outside.. I heard their voices...
Tats how i den realised its true... hahax...
OMG i didnt expect it at all.. hahax...
Thanks Michelle for e surprise & sorry tat i'm not hme & make u travel all e way to my hse for nothing...!! & to az babe thanks a lot my fren..! Love u... Thanks to HIM too!

Hilarious thing tat i haf done...

2008-01-31T21:00:00.000+08:00

Sry guys 4 not updating... Was kinda of real busy...

I will jus skip all those past event tat happen...

I will jus continue wif my recent happenings...

I haf a project which requires us to present in a creative way...

Tat is e Human Resource module...

It's like so wierd can.. We had been Crackin our damn brain to tink of a way to make it creative & humourous...

Anyway, on Wed, we came out wif a rough idea on fliming it as a video & to make it very funny as possible... & we jus started everything including e fliming process & props ytd only...

It was so rushy, funny, enjoyable & tiring day 4 us...

Went Jesslyn hse to do everything... Was kinda of pai sae...

Her mum has to tao bao food as in lunch & dinner for us...

e maid has to clear e mess & wash e plates for us...

while e sis has to help us film... & most worst of all... We haf mess up Jesslyn room...

hahax... Felt bad... Cant really help to clean up much...

Actually, Its not easy to act as a comedian to make ppl laugh... Its kinda of tiring hahax...

Anyway, we r e first to present e video to e class 2day...

ppl claims tat its funny.. OMG... i cant believe tat i'm doin tis tat tarnish my own image...

hahax... Gosh..!!

But aftall, was kinda of satisfied wif e outcome... Even though theres some room of improvement can be made to make it more funnier & nice...

Explanation abt e video...

We nd to act out 2 HR systems in our own way...

Theres 2 Scenes..

Scene 1-Staff Selection

Scene 2-Staff Benefits

Characters...(Scene 1)

HR manager-Cann aka. HRM

Good Interviewee-Cui Mei aka. Ah Mei

Bad Interviewee-Me aka. Annie How

Denise as Cameraman

Jesslyn deal wif props

(Scene 2)

HR manager-Cann aka. HRM

Old Employee-Cui Mei & Playful Employee-Denise (Bu Nan Bu Nu)

Pregnant Woman-Me

HRM Boss & Sick Employee-Jesslyn

Video Time...

Comin soon....

2008-01-16T20:36:00.000+08:00

I Love My Frens & Sistas... :p

Photos...

2008-01-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah B4 i forget... Bao mu pass me my belated b'day gift...

First time i receive a gift full of candies.. Anyway THANKS BAO MU!!

Thank u very much.. Appreciate it..! :p

14 January 2008

2008-01-14T23:24:00.000+08:00

Time do pass real damn fast....
A few weeks more will be chinese new yr...
Was excited abt new yr...
New clothes, food and ang bohs.. hahax...
BUT aft new yr i will not be excited, tat means my exam coming soon again...
hahax... Tis sem is really super fast for me... a bit stress...

I tink my mens comin soon, stomach been quite bloated...
& theres some pain as signals...
& been a bit PMS lately...
Haiz, hated tis kind of feeling...
2day was kinda a funny day...
Went toliet during break time..
Caught tis guy lying mat outside slpin there as if he was sun tanning... LOL
I even took a pic of it... so funny lah...

Den suddenly, ah toot mention abt my previous entry abt e hair thingy...
den i say it related to a song.. My heart will go on i tink... So i try to recall e lyrics...
Aft tat i ask ah gal to sing for me.. cos nv heard her sing b4...
she claims she sing during shower last time...
I & toot ask her wat song...
She answered:"Pussy In The Well"
I & toot immediately break into laughter... & we couldnt stop..
I was like wat e FUCK is tis song man hahax... So funny...
I almost teared... Den i ask her how it shld b sang..
It goes something like tat "Ding Dong Bell, Pussy In The Well" hahax...
Wat a Song man... Tis was like my joke of e day lah... LOL

*Funny jokes do make ppl day :p

Long time no post...

2008-01-14T20:36:00.000+08:00

Its been quite some time since i last update...
Within these period of time, theres lots of activities goin on...
But i was too lazy to update...
Forget part of it..
Anyway, i will jus update on e past few events...

12/01/08 Saturday
Went to WD's 21st b'day party at Aloha Loyang...
Kinda happy and excited as it is also a small gathering for me wif some old frens..
As we haf nothin to do, so we jus kp eatin & eatin...
Until we were so full... Den kept takin photos hahax...
We haf lots of fun & laughter.. I really do miss & like tis kind of feeling..
I will feel kinda of excited 4 my coming party too...
But i'm scared tat it will not be tat smooth...
I'm afraid it might not turn out to be e way i wan it to be...
Not enjoyable and stuffs...
Anyway, aft tat met up wif Agnes & bao bao...
We went to catch a movie "American Gangster"
Wow... E show lasted abt 2hr plus... Gosh i seated till my butt crying in pain...
Well, i was hafin a high expectation on tis show.. Theres my fav actor, Denzel Washington, but it was jus average.. Was too draggy...
Anyway, Enjoyed my day..!
*Contented

02 January

2008-01-02T22:48:00.000+08:00

Time passes really fast...
Tats how my 1 mth holi ends ytd...
2day was my first day of sch in 2008..
& tis is my first entry abt 2008 too...
I'm so excited abt 2008...
I hope it will b a better yr 4 every1...
As usual, my lesson is in e morning tis sem...
It's gd to see my frens again..
Anyway, its a new yr wif a new beginnin..
Haven tot of my new yr resolution yet...
When i tot of it den i note down..

Btw, 2day i came across a funny sentence frm some1's nick..
It written ' My life without u is just like my head without hair. you give me hair!'
So funny rite? When i saw tis i'm laughin my ass off man... LOL

31 December

2008-01-02T22:27:00.000+08:00

It's new yr eve...
Was suppose to catch e movie 'AVP2' but was cancelled...
In e end, aft buying drinks & tibits frm cold storage..
Off we go 2 Agnes hse...
There were 5 of us..
YX, Me, Kelvin, Alicia & Winnie... Actually theres more..
Her mum cooked beehoon & sotong balls 4 us...
We also ordered KFC...
We sitted & watch a bit of show b4 we proceed to MJ-ing... hahax...
We countdown wif channel 5 while playing MJ hahax..
We didnt noe tat Causeway Point had a Countdown party too..
Otherwise we would be there.. wat a pity...
Anyway had a great night... It's fun :p
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVRYONE!!
Haf a great yr ahead! :p

29 December

2008-01-02T20:55:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Went out 2 celebrate HIS belated b'day..
Firstly, i bring e cake to his hse 2 surprise him..
aft tat we went MS...
I shop 4 few tops as theres discounts..
Den went Waraku 4 dinner.. Not too bad...
Prices quite reasonable & food taste nice too..
Our time was well spent tat night..
We was jus in time to catch E show 'I am Legend' at 12am..
E show was kinda of sad at some part...
It was kinda of scary too... But aft all it was not bad..
Guys can consider to go watch it... Heee...

28 December

2008-01-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

It's been almost a week since i last update..
Lazy luh...
Anyway i shall haf a brief update..
Last fri, haf a date wif Agnes & Tang to bake cake & cookies...
Agnes suggest me to bake a cake for HIS b'day...
Endin up only me & Agnes, Tang had something on..
Had to go Tang hse as she had all e equipments at hme..
Guess wat? She pass her hse key to Agnes, told us to go up her hse ourself to bake..
Hahax.. Oh mine.. Tat was my first experience of goin a fren hse which she herself was not ard at hme.. So funny can..
In e end, we bake out a cake & cookies tat looks normal haahx..
I feel so satisfied & happy to bake a cake out which taste & look like a cake muhahax...
Anyway Thanks goodness theres Agnes there to help me out...!!
Agnes thank you & sorry 4 e trouble brought to u...!

Pictures Time...

27 December

2007-12-28T02:14:00.000+08:00

Past few weeks, i haf not been slpin well or how shld i say..
Hmm.. yeah slpin ENUF.. hahax...
Everyday slept ard 4, 5 or 6+am... ZZZZzzz... Den wake up early in e morning..
Yawn!.. Either woke up by msgs, calls, my mummy nagging or noti chezzy barking...
Tupid Chezzy... Beat her butt...
Anyway 2day i haf to go back sch to make my sch fees payment & at e same time collect my notes... Sianz tis means my Holis r going to b over... Haiz... So fast 1 mth flys...
My sch also a bit dumb dumb man... Make us go to HQ to make our payment & den ask us go all e way down to MH to collect jus a few bloody notes... Haiyo.. Cant they jus make it simple...
Jus make everything at HQ... Y mus they let us run here & there..? Waste time & transpot fees... so troublesome...
Hence, i haf to trouble Agnes to acc me all e way to both places... Hahax.. Bring her to both my sch... hahax She had a sch excursion wif me... Thanks to her companion...
Aft tat den ask winnie to come along to watch e movie 'Alvin & e Chipmunks'..
It was funny & cute... I gave it an average 4 rating... Theodore was so cute...
He's glutton, fat & clumsy.. hahax... Anyway Enjoyed it...
Now 2day is Baby B'day... Happy B'day Baby....!! Can only celebrate wif him tml...
& its also winnie TP... I wish her goodie luck.. All e best babe... Cheers 4 u... :p

26 December

2007-12-28T01:46:00.000+08:00

Was suppose to go out wif Jen & Winnie...
But in e end Jen cannot make it...
e plan was changed to a MJ session wif Agnes, Winnie & daryl...
Alicia join us lata.. She brought along log cake which is suppose to be given to Agnes as a X'mas present... In e end we get to eat it hahax.. Thanks Alicia 4 e log cake.. Its nice...
We started kinda of late, so we play 2 rds..
It ended ard 2+am... Hahax...
End of e day, I earned some winnings hahax...

*Happy & fun not due to e winnings, but e ppl hangin 2gthr & activity played.

24 December

2007-12-26T00:09:00.000+08:00

I've been such a gd gal...

I helped to vacumn & mopped e floor...

Haiz, it was tiring to do housework.. hahax...

Really find my mummy very POWER...

Anyway, it was christmas eve...

I went down town to met up wif my sis in e late noon....

It was so packed wif full of ppl...

AS i will b getting a lappy soon, went to survey wif e help of my sis...

But in e end, turn out we r shopping 2gthr hahax...

Everywhere is hafin sales, which makes me so excited wahaha...

She bought a dress at a half price so cheap.. i went try on 1 dress but don tink i look great on it.. So didnt bought it... hahax..

She got a $20 Isetan voucher, so she tot of getting a new pair of pumps wif tat voucher...

But who noes, we look ard frm Wisma to Scotts Isetan, there isnt any pair tat catches our eyes...

Out of so many shoes, not even a pair tat catches her heart... In e end, she turn out to spend $20 on STOCKINGS... Jus only stocking.. hahax tat was a lot of pair... LOL

Lol, we walk back & forth frm Taka to Wisma to Lido Scotts... She bought me a Perfume, Dolce & Gabanna, as a X'mas gift... Aft all e walking, we had dinner.. den chit chat 4 a while... Den off i went to Agnes hse... Initial plan was to celebrate X'mas wif e guys but cancelled... Anyway, went agnes hse Slacked.. We had MJ game... It been a long time since my last game hahax..

It was really a damn slow game hahax... Play till 6 in e morning... wow... was damn shag... But aftall it was fun though... Had a great day!

Part of my gifts 4 tis festive season!

Me & my sis. Do we look alike?

@-@ FUNNY

22 December

2007-12-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

Met up wif Agnes & YX for coffee again.. hahax..
Tats our fav hang out activity nowadays...
Aft coffee, actually planning to play mj.. But short of 'Kay Kees' (Players)...
So in e end, hang out at my hse downstairs till 5am..
Tat was like so cool... We can chit chat till 5am.. hahax...
Hmm... we chatted abt her & bao bao...
Theres some probs...
Sometimes, we jus really don understand wat guys r tinking...
& does guys really haf 'bird brain'?
Sometimes i do really tink so... Haiz, so complicated,confusing & irritaing...
Hard to understand...

Another Outing...

2007-12-22T02:05:00.000+08:00

Went La La La La La(Singing) wif Agnes, YX, GY & Genesia at partyworld...
Suppose to go sentosa BUT change of plan again hahax..
Always change plan.. Aft singing & dinner, went to Balcony at heeren there...
Went there to relax, chit chat, tok LAME stuffs & haf drinks...
Ordered Whisky, Chivas Regal, a jug to share among 4 of us as Gen doesnt took alcholic drinks EXCEPT white wines hahax...
VERY FUNNY thing is YX is addicted to 'TA-ing'(finish e whole cup at 1 go) & drinking... He gets so excited when we tok abt DRINKing..
Gosh, he's addicted to it... SHouldnt haf taught him to drink hahax...
Die, he's gonna ask us to go drinking every weekend hahax...
Anyway, Balcony has a nice ambience place... It's not tat ex too...
Pricing quite resonable.. Can check it out Guys..
Soon we left, so i went to catch up wif my sis & her BFF,Gloria..
Hahax.. She's jus like my another sis.. She's very nice & i like hanging out wif her too... So long nv see her, She's still e same.. Another advtage, hanging out wif them i can save $$.. hahax.. No nd pay woooo...
Hmm... gt to slp soon... Nd wake up early to help mummy out wif e praying thingys...
CIao ... Photos to be updated soon...

Photos Time!!

2007-12-21T02:53:00.000+08:00

Early Celebration

2007-12-21T01:54:00.000+08:00

I'm jus too LAZY to update my blog..
Haf not been updatin my blog e past few days...
i will jus start wif e outing on ytd nite, 19 dec...
Supposing to b a big gathering at Agnes's hse 4 steamboat...
Our plan haf been kept changing till ytd e FINAL 1... lol
Nes & YX bought a swensen's durian log cake 4 BB...
They surprise HIM by appearin at e doorstep hahax...
e cake was not too bad BUT was EX!! Ask tat toon not to buy but in e end she bought it...
Den went along wif our plan, went serangoon garden,Chomp Chomp 4 dinner...
Actually only 4 of us, den pop out another 2, Aderson & Cindy...
Theres so many many ppl... So packed, waited long 4 seats...
So ordered many many food Yummy!!
Eating half way, ooooo.. theres fire outbreak across e street at a building...
So cool lah... Everyone was looking & pointing at e fire & at e same time saying "theres fire theres fire" BUT yet see no 1 calling 995...
I was so bloated luh... Aft dinner, was suppose to go Cine Kbox to sing till 6 in e morning...
But we change plan, we jus find a pub there, 'Happy Dayz' to sit down drink drink...
Soon e couple left, den left 4 of us... we were very lame... drinking like mad...
& e Favourite pharse 4 e night is "你醉了" hahax...
The guys was "seh" but e gals was still ok... Girls Power hahax...
Wow... It was first time to see YX so high...
Near e end of our drinking, we keep "ta" all e way hahax...
It was simple but yet fun... Enjoyed!

Saw tis 'Kaka" at Goh Chin Boon hse... Don noe wats tat.. I jus grab & throw...
Eeeeewwwww....

Happiness

2007-12-13T01:02:00.000+08:00

11 December,

Wednesday will b e last day of movie screening 4'The Enchanted'.
As Agnes invited me to watch, so i jus went along wif winnie too.
Overall its a very magical fairytale show, so funny too...
Afterall i enjoyed it.
Den met up wif Darrel at Starbucks(Me & Agnes fav hang out). Oh yeah, both of us wanna eat cake so we order but end up we ate free cake hahax.. Thanks to e cashier.. The Cheese cake was extremely yummy hahax..
We tok a lot of craps.. All e mountains, straws, holes, birds & stuffs...
hahax.. it was damn funny...

12 December,

2day i wanna to go get BB's b'day cum X'mas present...
B4 tat met up wif winnie to go bugis to pray first..
To bo bi me 4 my results...
Den aft tat went straight to Vivo to meet Agnes & started shoppin 4 e present.
Even though its wed, its still full of ppl...
Aft a few run abt, finally bought a watch 4 him.
So jus shop ard den receive Denise call.
Aft receivng her call abt results, i'm kinda of worried.
But hungry so went to haf dinner @ Kim Gary HK cafe.
We 3 really had a very Full dinner.. GOD!
Soon i reach hme, e very first thing is i rush towards to ON my com.
Aft tat log in to my portal to check on my results.
To my surprise, yeah i pass..
I was so DAMN HAPPY can... hahax...
Tian Gong Really Bo Bi me.. So happy & touched...
Den call Denise, Cui Mei & Cann to catch up on them..
Its been so long since we contacted..
Will b meetin up soon 4 Ah gal b'day.
Waitin 4 ah gal return.
Hmm.. lots of progs comin up.. will b kinda of busy.

Tension...

2007-12-11T00:19:00.000+08:00

Oh no... My exam results coming out soon.. Shucks...
Tian Gong Pls Bo Bi Bo Bi(God bless me wif my results) me can pass my FA...
Hate tis kind of feeling...
Anyway, coming weeks will b kinda of busy...
Busy wif gatherings & celebration...
Which means X'mas is coming wooohooo...
But which is bad, my holis goin over :(
I hate it... Can e time pls slower down..
I Haven Enjoy Enuf!

Wat a Day!

2007-12-05T20:38:00.000+08:00

It's been raining e whole day...
My date wif Agnes is cancelled...
So went Toa Payoh wif my mum to visit my grandma..
On our way back, we decided to hire a taxi back hme..
So we got up in a Silvercab...
Tis is where i started to be pissed off abt..
Tis driver of taxi SHB8126M, cannot drive man...
He's not suitable to be a taxi driver...
He doesnt seems to understand our instructions given to him..
E.g like we ask him to turn at the traffic light beforehand but nearly miss e turn...
Another reason is, according to my mum, he was like slpin tat means half awake while driving on the road... God man..!! Today is raining heavily, its so dangerous can.. Its so unsteady when he drive who has been horned by several drivers... & yet he can still scold that driver & say tat singaporean do not noe how to drive.. wat nonsense... Is he referring to himself? I jus feel like shooting Him straight into his face.. F**K!
He like tat is taking ppl life at risk lor... So PISSED!

3 December 2007 - Monday

2007-12-05T02:16:00.000+08:00

Met up wif YX & Agnes at AMK Hub...
Ate Pepper Lunch.. Hmm.. YUmmyy..
Its been quite some time since i ate tat...
As there were not much shows available...
Decided to catch e Hitman..
e movie was average...
We chit chat & stuffs, time passes fast...
Tis is how i spend 1 day...!