Monday, June 25, 2007 | 11:29 PM
TIRED,,, ZZZzzz...
Hmm.. Been busy & tired so cant update much...
Been "HOT" (angry) over work stuffs...
It's gettin more & more sucks workin there... Esp e old bitch is ard...
She's really gettin on my nerves... Anyway i jus haf 2 control 4 a few more days & i will say GOODBYE 2 them... She's so unreasonable & gettin overboard... Haiz... Expext us 2 work like a bull 4 her...? NO WAY!! Ask her 2 F*** Off...!! Don wish 2 tok abt her, makes me blood boils...
Hmm.. Still got like ard 5 days b4 HE can book out... I still gettin e hang over it...
I'm scared i will Bin Bian (feeling change)... I scared i will fall 4 other guys hahax...
Scared his feeling will change.. Scared tat our relationship cant go through tis test, den will end up like some others go own ways... Hmm.. all kinds of feelings.. But gd thing is he will b more matured... Anyway i shall end here.. Nd 2 rest early as i got 2 wake up early tml 4 my orientation... CIAO...!
Tuesday, June 19, 2007 | 11:41 PM
Drfiting apart....
Hmm... Not in e mood these few days...
Not gd in work ...
Seems like evrything is not successful 4 me rite now...
Ever since aft sec sch lifes... Everythin has CHANGED...
Every1 of us has diff paths 2 go through...
Wan 2 haf a BIG gatherin n its jus so hard... OR 4 eg like jus wanna go Sentosa 2gether..
It's like such a simple thing, it's seems so HARD...? Y??
Cant every1 b kind of MORE steady??? Cant every1 jus put in more effort 2 gif in at times 2 haf a gatherin...??
Arrrggghhhh.... So irritated by all e nonsense ard me..
jus like those irriating mosquitoes...
*Am i a likeable person or?
*Somethin wrong wif my personality?
I'm hafin doubts at times...
Saturday, June 16, 2007 | 11:38 PM
Lucky Day?
Hmm.. Y do i say 2day is my lucky day...bcos i no nd 2 go work hahax...
Suppose 2 go work alone 2day as Agnes don feel well..
But in e end, pris cancelled it...
When i already dressed all up & was abt 2 leave my hse, she called & asked me a question...
"Do u feel like going to work 2day..??" I was tinkin can i say no??
Of course i cant rite, tupid toon toon..
Den i jus replied i very tired... To my surprise she say i don nd 2 go work... muhaha....
Jus nice Azriah called 2 go out... e weather was sucks 2day...
But it did not spoil e mood of hafin fun goin out wif winnie & azriah...
Hahax... 2day was jus mainly shoppin 4 facial stuff...
In e end, i & az babe bought facial mask frm The Face Shop...
Hmm.. don noe whether is it effective a not... But anyway haf 2 try 2 noe it...
Hahax.. I was tryin on now while typin my post & waitin 4 it 2 dry..
So i can start peelin hahax...
Even though 2day was a short meetin up wif my babes, but it was an enjoyable time indeed... Hp 2 haf more outings like tis... It makes me feel RELAX... Tats all i haf 2 post 4 2day.. CIAO...
| 12:22 PM
Mixture feelings...
Hmmm... finally it's weekend again... Now everyday i jus awaits e weekend 2 come..
Has not been updatin my activities in my blog...
so let me jus make a brief 1...
WednesdayI'm on leave tat day.. Supposingly was to went clubbing wif my friends as to gather 4 e last time b4 some of e guys goin enlistment...
But there was a last min changes made... Instead we went marina bay 4 steamboat session... Aft tat we went Kbox 4 tiger night... Hahax.. Powerful of us sing frm 10 - 6 e next morning... Oh mine...!! haax..
ThursdaySo slept at 9 plus.. In e end i woke up at 1 plus 2.. so early my god..
Aft tat went dinner wif
HIM, help
HIM packed
HIS bag 4 his enlistment.. Went
His hse 2 stay over to acc
HIM... Didn't really slp also.. Cos he cant get 2 slp hahax...
FridayAcc HIM 2 e enlistment wif his mum & dad... Everythin was so cool inside... All is being prepared properly 4 them... They even haf tv, vcd player, pool table... All these entertainment 4 them... When it's time 4 us to say goodbye.. It was kinda of sad.. I tried to control my tears... Feel sad 2 see tat HE look like a toon toon standing down there, lookin at us leaving.. Like he very lost, like a little boy lost his way...
Another thing is don noe whether did HIS mum & dad saw me smokin not.. haiz..
Hope tat they did not...
Still can't really use to it tat He's in army now..
Anyway jus got my sch confirmation letter... Aiyo.. i haf orientation 2 attend my god.. Hence, will be attendin sch in july.. Hmm.. kinda of fast, haven really prepare myself.. Hmm.. update till here first gtg CIAO...
Tuesday, June 12, 2007 | 12:23 AM
Memories...
Get 2 work early, Knock off early so tat i'm able 2 get back to school...
Went back sch 2 take my full cert, hahax.. finally wif e full cert, e fact tat i'm graduated seems more real hahax... i noe it seems rubbish...
Sch still e same so lousy & old, teachers r e same.. but my class advisor seems older & tired.. not as happy & energectic as last time anymore.. Many diff kinds of feelings arise when i'm in sch...
Get contacted wif some few frens, we had dinner 2gether at Cafe Cartel...
Don seems 2 enjoy e food.. It doesn't taste so fantastic... Kinda dissappointin..
e feelin was good 2 gather 2gether at times..
BUT... now troublin abt $$ hahax.. Pocket is kinda of TIGHT.. $$ is really a very sickenin stuff... It's a very harmful subject.. hmm.. Wat can i say..? It's e most impt thing too.. Haiz...
Anyway not much things to update already.. CIAO..
Sunday, June 10, 2007 | 11:56 PM
Haiz..
Hmm.. went out wif my gals on thurs aft my work.. was suppose 2 meet them earlier but i was late... BECOS of my tupid boss.. SORRY gals..!!
Went bugis & jus took a couple of pics only.. COS mainly concentratin on SHOPPING..!! hahax.. Finally bought e skinny pants i want 2 buy.. I'm glad..
Haiz... Been sick 4 quite some time, it's gettin me irritated...
I was coughin to death man.. Been slpless 4 few nites due 2 my cough..
I jus cant stop coughin until i even cough until i vomitted.. My god..
Could it b i haf illness or wat...?? But anyway went 2 e doc ytd, aft takin e medi i was better.. Finally i get a gd slp..
Hmm... Finally HE'S back in town... hahax.. He bought me a couple of stuff... actually didn't expect he will buy things back 4 me... So went movie wif HIM ytd, wat tupid show ZODIAC.. It was very naggy... I nearly fall aslp ZZzzz.. hahax..
MAke me confused & slpy...
Haiz... Nd 2 change my blogskin again.. Not very satisfied wif e current skin... But recently not much time.. will try to change it soon... Anyway tml workin early tml so I Nd to CIAO... :(
Wednesday, June 6, 2007 | 8:35 PM
Test..
See all my fren r doin tis test, so i jus gif it a try...Mayb half of it is true but another half is false...| The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. |
Tuesday, June 5, 2007 | 10:13 PM
Bloggies...
Hmm... its been a long long time since i blog my entries..
My gals r complainin tat my blog r rusty... Due 2 work & tat, not really much time..
Haiz, it's been 4 days since he gone to China... Kinda of missin HIM here hahax.. Sorry gals, i'm not tryin to b mushy here hahax... Since HE left, i started feelin unwell.. NOW, i have lost my voice SHIT...!! So diff 2 communicate wif ppl.. I tink some of e ppl might tink i'm a mute (OH MINE)...
Been goin out everyday when i started workin... So finally haf e chance to catch up wif BAO MU.. My god.. It's been yrs since i catch up wif her man... So went 2 haf great dinner wif them tat is FISH & CO... Weeee... Went 2 e Glass House.. There will b nicer than Suntec.. PLS nv ever go Suntec Fish & co cos is super duper many ppl & e taste of e fd is SUCKS..!!
Yummmmmy.....
Az - Seafood Platter
Win - New York Fish & chips
BM - Normal Fish & chips
Me - Stingray wif Black Pepper
*Winnie very bad took me & bao mu food until so blur.. HMPH :(
*NOW I WISH TAT I CAN HAF MORE GRP GATHERING WIF MY GALS...!!!!The best way 2 gain confidence is to do wat u r afraid 2 do.
