Tuesday, May 20, 2008 | 2:59 AM
Yakuza Moon
Recently haf been reading tis book... Call "Yakuza Moon"(e book cover on top left)..Its written by a woman name call Shoko Tendo (tats her on e top right)...Tis book says abt her life frm a kid to teenager & to now her present life...She has a bro, 2 sistas & her mom & dad...Her dad was a gangster & use to be a rich guy..Suddenly, her dad business failed & started to owe ppl lots of moneh...Ppl, neighbours started to say stuffs tats not nice...Meanwhile, her sista Maki starts to bring her out to e streets..& theres when she started to turn bad..Shes has quite a few bfs... All r married guys...She started to become a yanki.. Dress like & act like..Skip schools & smell thinner... Den into drugs like speed...& den force to haf sex wif a guy due to his dad debts...& haf several sex intercourse wif diff guys...Den work as hostesses.. able to earn lots of moneh...Mom died & den dad too...Aft her dad died, she suddenly den realise wats e real & gd path of life for her...Den she realise she wanted to be a writer... so tats when she started wif tis book...It was kinda of sad at some parts... Her life haf been so much ups & down..Yet shes able to survive & write out her true life story of hers to show every1...I really admire her courage of doing tat... I like her... she haf beautiful features & tattoo..I admire her strength... & her courage to move on till now... I wish i could be like her to haf e courage, to be able to handle everything no matter how serious e prob is... Its a nice book... Shld read it...
| 2:11 AM
May 16
Hmm... Its been a long time since i post an entry wif photos... hahahx... im going to have many photos for tis entry...I will haf to blog abt Fri which is May 16...Aft my lesson ended, went to CWP to meet up wif Winnie den Jessica...Had MAC for dinner as its more convenient for winnie to finish up her everyday sch work...Even though e food is not tat fantastic but having e food wif were enjoyable...Its jus some simple meal but we had a great time 2gthr...Jus laughin all e way.... Teasing & stuffs... (Tats FUN)Aft tat my mum called, asked me to acc her for dinner... But i alrdy had mine, so i jus went to acc her to take her dinner..Both of them went along to say hie to my mum..We wanna catch a show so i asked them to go buy e tickets first while i acc my mum to finish her dinner...B4 e movie started we walk ard laughing & photo taking & even bought a pair of new shoe hhax.... Ahhh.. yesh... photo taking...Funny part... Jus took some crazy photos again...
Den went to catch e show 'Made of Honor'...It was not tat bad... Jus feel touched... Aft so many years of frenship... They den finally realise they r meant to be 2gthr... Both had feelings for each other hahax... So sweet rite...Haiz... tats always jus a story... Its hard to be true... Jus another fairy tale story rite..?? hahax...But hard to say... Mayb it does happen in reality... Who Knows??
To Az babe: Hey babe if u get to read tis entry.. Sorry tat day i so damn late to reply u... I really miss out ur msg tat day... Sorry... Its not on purpose.. Promise will date u out when my exams over..??
Friday, May 16, 2008 | 1:55 AM
Stop Smoking... :(
I've been persuade, pestered, nagged at to QUIT SMOKING!!Hahahax... I've been always wanted to quit but jus do not haf the determination to do it...Theres a lot of FACTORS aft considering tat its time for me to quit...- Ciggi price has gone up... Getting more & more ex.. Haf alrdy calculated tat e amt i spend in a yr for e ciggis can actually buy 1 LV or watever bags... Haiz...
- Make my metabolisim go down... No wonder kp falling sick... Haiz...
- I feel tat it makes me fatter smoking hahax... So i shld start a healthy lifestyle alrdy... Gonna start my exercising & slimming plans aft my tis coming exams... Haiz...
- I also can help to motivate my bf to quit smoking too... & thus we will be more healthy & wealthy hahax... Haiz...
- Aft much thinking, my social circle of frens all r non smokers... When i smoke actually im harming their health... So i tink i shld not damage their health anymore hahax... Haiz...
- In order to look more beautiful & gradiant, i shld stop smoking hahax... So i will not look like a drug addict or something... Its so unglam hahahx...
I think tats abt it, i cant think of anymore factors now hahax...
I'm gonna make it through this stage...
I'm gonna Quit Smoking!! YEAH!!!
Support me guys hahax...!! I CAN DO IT....!!!
| 1:49 AM
When you look me in the eyes...
Nice Song... Haf a lot of emotions hearing this song hahax...
Lyrics
If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
More and more,
I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.
When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh
Thursday, May 15, 2008 | 12:09 AM
I wan a HOLIDAY TRIP!!
i noe i noe... i haf not been updating my blog...
actually theres a lot of stuffs to blog but it jus seems tat i don noe where to begin & sometimes im jus too lazy hehehx..
everyday its been e same for me...
wake up go sch, den come back frm sch den rest awhile den slp again...
den wake up again & same things happen...
everyday jus e same routines...
hmmm... tis sem passes very fast...
jus rmbr rushing my assignments & jus hand up not long..
Now i haf to start studying to prepare for war again.. (Exams)..
Its like so fast tat i can nearly breathe...
like not enuf time for me to enjoy & relax myself awhile b4 breaking my brain again...
so i really nd a break now...!!
I WAN A HOLIDAY TRIP!!
My fren has been toking abt holiday trip to me...
I wanna go holiday trip wif my close frens...
Theres so many places i wanna go hahaahx...
watever is it i jus wanna get out of town... but haf to work & save $$ first hahahahx...
No matter wat i mus win my battle of war first...
anyway i will jus end here for 2day...
continue another day...
