Monday, May 17, 2010 | 1:04 AM
Moving ON...
Ive been telling myself to move on...
Been telling myself to be strong..
Been telling myself not to think anymore..
Been telling myself to forget everything..
All these seems easy BUT actually its diff...
Break up really do affect some of us badly..
BUT for some ppl its like peanuts..
Last time i always think its nothing for ppl to break up..
I always think i can handle it well..
N i can take it very easily..
But when im really facing this situation...
Its not wat i expected..
Im still wondering y do some ppl can take break up easily..
N y some ppl can jus change their love easily too...
haiz.. I still jus cant understand this point...
Y ppl can change lovers like changing clothes??
Do ppl really understand wat is e meaning of LOVE??
IS there really true love in this world??
Or love is jus a fairytale??
Or love is jus abt sexual intercourse??
i Shld haf jus stick to my stand, i shouldnt haf step into
tat trap four years back...
im still thinking of everything..
wats e cause of things landing like tat??
Is it really tat dinosaur??
Or is it me??
Or is it u??
Things get complicated when u really start growing older...
Sometimes how i wish im still a young innocent gal who noe nothing..
sometimes things jus flashes back...
Some of e things u said, i jus find its very hilarious..
Its bullshit.. its excuse..
Its jus to cover up all e shits u do..
n to make urself like a mr nice guy to anybody or even me..
Jus find myself stupid at times to really trust n believe in wat u say..
Im jus angry wif myself...
Haiz watever is it...
it happen...
Guys will always be guys...
guys can nv resist temptations..
there will nv be a perfect love life or watever shit..
Nothing is more impt than MONEY now...
