Sunday, May 23, 2010 | 12:30 AM
trying to forget... a lost bird
at least theres someone caring n attentive towards u...ME??? no one... don include my frens...at least u got someone to forget me everything abt us...ME?? no one... u r so lucky than me...ur life is so much easier than me...how i wish im in ur position...which means i will be in lesser pain n move on faster...Its so wonderful to be guys...Move on fast.. Feelings n emotions changes fast...Everything fast...Mayb gals tend to be more gullible...So how can i not be strong headed??BUT in e end, everyone thinks tat i can handle anything or eveything well...Tats y mayb ppl think tat i can be used or be bullied easily..n i can be throw away jus like tat aft been used...Im like a tissue paper...used n throw...sometimes i jus hate it...so wat u r strong?? so wat u r weak??haiz its so hard being a human...sometimes i jus feel like i can be like those weak gals or even pretty skinny small size gals...They get more attention, they get more care...They r not being said or critcise by ppl...haiz... big size ppl doesnt get happiness??Happiness always run away frm them??Jus so tired of everything...Wats my motive in life??Wats my goal??Wats my life about??Wat things do i look forward to now..??Im LOST... REAL FUCKING LOST...!!
